I'm With Stupid

so i was in bio class with steph and she wanted to take a pic

but i'm ugly :P so she took a pic of herself thn i drew a picture of me next to her

i know.

amazing isn't it

i see me in that portrait xD

& my artistic skills = AHmazing

*sigh* i'm pooopedx5234980

lurve

fatima

p.s fuck you mr.johnstone

p.p.s i find this picture of lady gaga hilarious

p.p.p.s and this [german me thinks] explanation on how to make babies; click on it :P its fab XD

I Forgot The Title T_T

so ya. the girl is apparently being charged.

"she wanted to get her bf's attention, but attracted the law. she posted nude photos of herself on myspace...she could end up doing serious jail time. if convicted, she'll face 17 years in jail and will have to register as a sex offender. minors in many states have been arrested because of sexting" lmao wtf :P

Shelboo... says: (4:27:38 PM)
why would posting it on myspace get your bf's attention
Shelboo... says: (4:27:42 PM)
if he's alreayd your bf:P
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:27:45 PM)
well yea that's just stupid
Shelboo... says: (4:27:49 PM)
you can just send him them haah
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:27:51 PM)
but i mean :P why is she going to jail?
Shelboo... says: (4:27:56 PM)
idk
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:00 PM)
cause like porn sites are everywhere all the time
Shelboo... says: (4:28:08 PM)
she wont
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:10 PM)
just b/c they're there doesn't mean we look at them
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:25 PM)
well yea. but she's being charged? for posting pics of herself naked :P
Shelboo... says: (4:28:32 PM)
weird idk
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:34 PM)
i mean. if you go on hi5. guys post pictures of their penises
Shelboo... says: (4:28:39 PM)
our world is weird
Shelboo... says: (4:28:43 PM)
ya :P LOL
Shelboo... says: (4:28:44 PM)
true!!
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:46 PM)
its true! :P
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:47 PM)
like wtf
f.a.t.oo.m.y(f) says: (4:28:57 PM)
a girl shows like a nipple and vagina hair :P
Shelboo... says: (4:29:02 PM)
girl's are supposed to 'set the moral standards' for the world tho....

gaaah what a stupid world

-fatima

And So She Died With The Doll In Her Hand

I have never been more inspired to do some sort of aid work in the world ever. at least at this point in my life. i just watched a movie called 'the constant gardener' a friend of mine was going to watch it, but she didn't sign it out from the library. i looked at it and it sounded really interesting so i signed it out. this movie, you have to make time for. you really should watch it, because it's serious enough and relates back to reality so easily that the individual watching can actually get something out of it. ralph fiennes & rachel weisz are in it. and i'm not much of a critic, but their characters in the movie are amazing....
i feel so useless. so many people are suffering and i sit at home in my warm bed wondering whether i'll get into university or not.
i'm upset. i wish with all my heart that i can find a way to ease at least some peoples suffering. i need to know that sometime in my life i'll do some actual good in the world. i don't need a private practice, or an amazing job at a hospital. the people that have a hospital to go to are lucky enough. as human beings we have to know the difference between right and wrong? shouldn't we? we should be able to realize that starvation, malnutrition;; all that 'bad' stuff;; shouldn't be a part of other peoples lives. i swear. if i just knew that i will do some good to this world i'd be a happier person. but i dont see myself that far in the future. i'm not driven, persuasive, charming, motivated, competitive, aggressive when need be. i dont have a strong character that can push others to do whats right. i'm like everybody else in the world; i believe that i can't do anything immediate. i need to inform myself about the worlds struggles and problems. not the shit about the middle east, or the crap about some nuclear wtv. those are just issues between governments and leaders who should be grown ups and sort it out. but what should matter is that people, normal people like me and you and the people around you, don't eat, drink... they're dying and suffering because we turn around from the 'ick' of the world we live in.
i can't believe any of this :( people tell me not to worry, and that 'o fatima, you'll do something for this world.' but wtf, why can't i do something now? why is university so much more important thn a childs life? why is my future, which will be ok; more important thn the future of a man that...wait he HAS no future, he has aids and walks 40km to fetch medicine for his child and wife, he'll be lucky if he lives for a few more months. my life has no value if i can't make good use of it.
the movie. o man, it just made me think. and there are some scenes that are so powerful. its 2am rite now. i'll prolly post this tomoro morning or something since i have hw to start. but *sigh* i really need to figure out where my life is heading. whether i actually have a purpose, or even some sort of future. my priorities need to be set straight...if you're reading this blog. if you even bother reading it. which i'm sure many aren't going to even bother FINISHING. please think, for even just a moment, you dont have to actually change your life. just think about what actually matters in life. just ponder for a second what you really need to live a human life, to live a comfortable life, to live a materialistic life and to live a lucky life. they're all different, and if you can see that. even only for a second! thn you're one step ahead of everyone else in the world.
make some time
watch this movie "The Constant Gardener" its based upon the novel by John Le Carré. i liked it. it changed my train of thought at 2 in the morning, so maybe it'll effect you slightly too....

& you know what else. people need to be shown love more often too...
<3 i love you lovely readers. even if there are none or many or a few of you. and even if i dont actually know you. i'm assuming and i'm more thn postive, that y'all are the best ever :)

lurve,
fatima

p.s ya. i wrote this Fri Apr 3rd at 1:57am. Posted later in the day though because I had homework to do.

p.p.s at the end of the credits, you can find this lil blurb thingy....

This film is dedicated to Yvette Pierpaoli and all other aid workers who lived and died giving a damn.

nobody in this story, and no outfit or corporation, thank god, is based upon an actual person or outfit in the real world. but i can tell you this, as my journey through the pharmaceutical jungle progressed, i came to realize that, by comparison with the reality, my story was as tame as a holiday postcard.
- John Le Carré

Burlogh ie blog

I think i've changed my mind about what i want to do w/ my life. i'm still going to go into some science program, but where exactly is becoming an issue. i'm leaning towards U of T life sci @ victoria college [its bootiful]; western health sci; mcmaster life sciences or head off to libya and stay with family there (thn merrbay exchange in europe somewhere) Anyway...WHY am i at a crossroads NOW T_T
i for sure intend on doing some volunteer work either in Argentina/ Ghana or Morrocco. but GAH i think if i go to mac or U of T thn i'll do it cause i won't be in any debt really at all. but if i go to libya or western it'd be a lil too expensive. but maybe hmmm....libya i could go to morrocco. that may work.
gaah!
i'm not exactly sane...and i need chocolate or something
*sigh* at least i have a future :P
lol need SOME sanity in my life....

lurve,
fatima

p.s the chem exam tonite was brutal. i never want to draw a 2,3,N,N-tetramethylaminobutane ever again...

*says the girl going into biochemistry*

See Kay

so in class we had to get into groups for an assignment due on tuesday. and part of the assignment was to write a poem as a group thn assign pictures to the poem. what we ended up doing was that one person would write a sentence, thn passes it on to another person....etc. AND we came up with something "totally wack" T_T it may not make much sense the first time you read it. But read it again :) and again :) and again :P and thn MAYBE it'll make some sort of something... the pictures for this poem will be up laterz since we still have to do that part of the project. enjoy.

ooo & creds to Naomi D, Rhiannon H, Damien F, and moi.

See Kay

I wear Calvin Klein;

And drink lemonaid.

This is solitude in the dark.
Lighting a cigarette butt;
I've been known....to smoke down to the bone.
This is the life of a single man.
In a bar sitting on a stool;
drinking lemonaid.
No one to welcome me home;
Only mice with cheeze...oh sweet cheeze.
How do I love thee?
Ever ravenous, never satisfied.
Oh, stupid cheeze.
I lied...I don't wear Calvin Klein.

ahaa.

lurve,

fatima

p.s aaa if ur a soccer/futbol fan. o em gee. qualifying has started xD