Friday, February 27, 2009

I'm An Australian, Playing An Australian In the Movie Australia

heyy! :)

its been a lil while since i've posted eh?
hmm... nothing absolutely breathtakingly amazing has occured :P but i'll update anyway
  • our school formal was last friday [20th], and apparently it was ok, the dj sucked but the food was yummy. anyway :P i heard this story from a girl who was helping the teachers at the door, making sure no one came in with bottles of booze & such. so, this tipsy, obviously drunk girl wearing the normal dress that teenage girls wear nowdays, ie the really really short,barely-there dress, tries to walk through the entrance. and apparently! there was a bottle between her legs. how did the teacher and girl notice? the bottle was longer!! thn the dress; so after the hem. [i'm sorry i can't draw] ya k, the teacher tells the girl to please give her the bottle between her legs. the girl replies "oomymyyy butle, you wan?want? my butle, its innn my vagi.avvvagina!~" ^o) so APPARENTLY. the GIRL had the top part of the bottle UP HER VAGINA TRYING TO SNEaK IT INTO FORMAL!.... i know, i know T_T
  • i'm sick -___-' it really really sucks. i haven't been this awfully icky in a long time :S so poopy poopy.
  • i was watching americas best dance crew marathon [which is still technically still going on but i hate commercials] and the people dancing=AMAZING. its seriously!!!!!!!! fabulous!!!!! :D i was astounded by some of the stuff people did :O. so if you ever have time or wtv, i think you can just go on mtv and you may find episodes, but if not. i guess youtube?
  • i was also watching e news, and this one portion was talking about americas next top model, and how once tyra asked a model, "i hear you wish you could have something that will make you more beautiful" the model goes,  "o yea, i wish i could have nosebleeds, i find them beautiful. i love blood. imagine blood coming out of your nose." tyra goes, "i used to have nosebleeds as a child..." the model says, "JEAlous" tyras face is like woah okayyyy.... [i know, i know T_T]

hmmm nothing else to say i guess? [sorry for the multicolouredness :)]


Broken Strings just came up on Play Top 40 UK :) give it a listen;; altho i dont really like nelly furtados part that much

have a good weekend!! :)

lurve,
fatima

p.s in regards to the lovely not original title of this blog; its linked to hugh jackmans opening act of the oscars. i'm kinda love/hating it...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

BAD ~ Babies Are Disgusting

LOL okay so the title is deceiving, I love babies and they are adorable. :) Tom does as well, we both want children. HOWEVER there is something I REALLY feel the need to talk about because I just like freaked out at Sops on msn when I read this article. So it's basically an article about 4 couples who all had quadruplets at the same hospital. Okay, at first sight this just seems like okay whatever, but when I clicked on the video my pc screen was filled with some of the most upsetting images.

So basically it got me thinking and WHAT THE HECK is up with women today? Okay so you find out that you are infertile, and it's upsetting. I get it, you don't feel like a woman as much, you feel like something's wrong with you. But cmon, get over it and adopt a baby. But NO these freaking people spend like 8 years of their lifes going through infertility treatment which I hear is absolutely horrible just so they can have these babies!!! Okay, so I know what you are thinking, that I'm a callous bitch, but give me a minute to explain...

Why is it that it seems so many women now-a-days are infertile? Chemical pollution, like what is happening that we aren't able to give birth naturally.... Or perhaps it just seems that way because it's always in the stupid news.

ughh gonna finish this later.... sick

HELLO again, so I'm here to quickly finish this blog! I'm not feeling quite so "ranty" this evening so I'll do my best to keep it short...As short as a blog from shelby can be, eh. XD

So I don't understand! What happened to the olden days when there would be like 12 lb babies! Geez I was nearly 10! What is with all these unhealthy 2 lb babies popping out...I don't understand! Secondly for that matter who wants their baby born and so weak and unhealthy it has to be on life support with wires all in it for the first month of it's life! I don't understand to me it just seems like these people are so bloody selfish! The fact that they want "their own baby" SO WHAT if a baby comes out of your uterus, I mean that's great, but adopting a child doesn't mean you'll love it less. And there are lots of children that need adopting. I just don't understand, seriously, seems so completely selfish to me to have these babies that you know are going to be unhealthy from the day they are born, I mean if a baby is unhealthy from the beginning what do you think he or she will be like when they are 30 or 80. GEEZ people. I'm sorry if God hasn't given you the gift of giving birth to your own baby but it's supposed to be the most natural and human 'process' and seeing a baby with wires and so small and shrivelled up and unhealthy just completely disgusts me! Where are the days when a woman has a baby in her home and it's a nice big fat healthy baby... I know that technology is oh so wonderful and all that because it's amazing that we can even keep 2lb unhealthy babies alive, normally they wouldn't live. And it's great that women aren't as likely to die during childbirth and that there are so many alternatives...but I can't figure out how our world has turned the miracle of giving birth, the most natural human thing, into something so scientific and technological... nasty...


Love Shelby

PS: Click the title for the news article!! :)

Monday, February 23, 2009

I hate boys :(

I actually don't hate boys, some are lovely :) I have 2 kinda 3 awesome guy friends well 2 cause idk... now... :( Tom will know what I'm talking about. I try to be strong, I really do, but I just can't and emotions overwhelm me and overpower my logical thinking. I can't wait...just tell me straight out. It'll hurt to hear but rather that than waiting...spending hours thinking about it... you know me....or so I thought. :( Guess you're not what I expected... I should learn that by now. People only ever disappoint. :( Heartbroken and fucking failing my life... someone shoot me in the head...please since my heart already feels as though it's been ripped out of me, my heads the only thing left keeping me sane. hardly, who can be sane when you're already shattered world is stomped on even more... I thought it'd be okay. This was bound to happen...i knew it would come... but the emotional side of me can't handle it. Can't handle that i'm being replaced, can't handle that an immediate answer didn't come to you...As a friend I say "take your time, it's so difficult and I fully understand the complexity of the problem " but as a lover I cry out " decide, decide for I cannot wait any longer whilst sitting here, my face buried in my hands...weeping, feeling helpless and pathetic. for you do not love me as I love you. then it is not meant to be so just say it SAY it and stop torturing me with your indecisiveness" Your true colours show through to me as vibrant as never before and it hurts, hurts more than anyone could ever imagine :(

goodbye

Friday, February 20, 2009

At School...

I'm supposed to be doing english homework <_<
ACTUALLY... i'm supposed to be researching my french project BUT i'm doing my english project

yum T_T

ugh i'm so bored :P
nothing new has happened. i'm swamped with poop and calculus sucks.
math sucks :P
i love this danny bhoy character :)

geez kk i'm going to go back to work
ttyl lovelies :)

lurve,
fatima

Sunday, February 15, 2009

25 Unimportant & Totally Pointless Things About Fatima

i'm sorry for the long blog :P that you're about to maybe prolly NOT read 'cause its so long
but its the "25 things about yourself" kinda thing :P eee sorry guys T_T :P haha
my advice? skip to number 19 :P its my favourite :) haha 

(1) I complain a lot about my life, and of course its obviously not horrid neither is it perfect. However, i think i'm growing as a person :) its pretty exciting :P lol
ha, no i'm just coming to realize that a lot of people aren't privileged at like moi soo i'm trying to find ways to...privilege people? lmao no, more like set my priorities straight

(2) i don't believe that because you have a 98% average means you'll be a successful person. i.e being book smart. i envy smart people like that and i wish i had their abilities....my dad especially would love that ...but i know enough 'book smart' 'perfect grades' people to know that i can't see them becoming any nicer in the future. although, truthfully a lot of my friends fall in the 98% average category and they're the nicest and most extraordinary people ever...

(3) sure this will make me seem like some old 30 year old weirdo. but i cannot wait to have children. seriously i'll prolly have my own tv show "Fatima plus 32" or something. OR adopting!! i can't wait :) aaa and babies are just so cute! eee kk maybe in far? close enough? future. :P but yea :D i'll be a mother of 50. hopefully :P haha

(4) i love the smell of new books...old books. books in general actually. i intend on having the biggest library EVER!! with a ginormous selection of books!! unfortunately i don't even own many books, just the necessities/basics i.e Harry Potter, LOTR, & Dan Brown, kinda sucks but my dad doesn't believe in indulging in the frivolities of his daughter

(5) i keep a journal... that i haven't written in in a while :P oops. but i love empty beautiful notebooks, i usually don't want to spoil them with my writing. but ya, my journal is filled with the usual teenage angst, altho sometimes you'll find the odd mature entry about the problems in the world etc :P but lol its rare

(6) i'm a HUGE believe in love. ha sounds like some new cult or something but no what i mean is that i think that if we had these great feelings we could basically (cheese alert) open our hearts to everything and everyone around us T_T :P

(7) I also think that people have to realize that if they don't like a feeling or something, thn they should try their best not to have those bad feelings repeated to someone else. it BUGS me :P if i felt embarrassed in some sort of situation, i'd thn try my best not to let anyone else be embarrassed. i mean really, its common sense.

(8) i don't understand miniskirts. at all actually. i mean how is it attractive when your butt cheeks are hanging out of your skirt -_-'
hmm... i don't understand crocs, they look like garden shoes & most high school students tend to "dress to impress" for school but thn wear crocs. ALSO, i remember when we came back from libya after being a while gone, i swear!! my sister and i thought they were being giving out for free :P:P
what else...o yaa push up / minimizer bras etc. just love the boobs you have geez even if they are icky contraption like body parts :P but yea, work with them like you work with ur bum, hips, feet whatever....
^------ all that sounds so stupid. i mean i could care less what other ppl wear/do... so ignore that

(8, take 2) I have a cookie monster teddy bear thingie. i love him, and he's prolly the cause of my obesity :P he's cute though! and soft with a big tush.

(9) i can listen to the backstreet boys, n*sync, 98 Degrees... forEVER. i KNOW they dont really have talent. but seriously, their songs are priceless :)

(10) i'm a slight junk collector. i mean that i'll usually keep something because i love memories or because i think it'll be useful some other time. it's ALMOST getting close to "unnecessary", but not yet.

(11) i'm into the whole gentleman idea of opening doors, and helping a girl over a puddle, and buying one rose, or cuddling... if that makes me a sappy, typical, romantic girlie, so be it :) :P a girl can dream ;) :P lol

(12) this shouldn't be on here 'cause its awful BUT speaking of guys... back muscle, soccer playing, twinkling eyed, suit wearing guys = sexiest thing ever. add some sort of speaking deformity LOL aka accent or lovely 'huskiness' lmao = perfecto :) i have way too high standards for such an ugly girl <_< :P

(13) i've recently found another path i'd like to follow. i intend on doing some volunteering either in brazil, argentina, thailand or ghana (yes, i've narrowed it down :P) i think it'll be more thn fun, and i get to hang out with kids. so its all good!

(14) i love history. the idea of the past excites me :P especially european history, its full of every singly detail of life. i cannot wait to walk down paths, go in houses or go down rivers that some lady, gentleman, mistress etc walked, went in and followed. so so exciting!!... ALSO :D it would be awesomely cool to go to a ball :)

(15) i wanted to be a fashion designer once upon a time. i obviously dont look like one, but that's because i follow certain parental guidelines. but i seriously do have a slight panache for the fashion :P hard to believe eh.

(16) i like to paint, draw, sketch.... i'm not good at it :P but i wish i could have that sort of talent. i WISH to visit all the international museums and actually see originals!! aa thrilling...

(17) i think that barry trotter is the MOST insulting thing EVER written!!!! :P

(18) i dont understand racism. at all. i dont get it, can't even attempt to think in that mindset actually. seriously racism in anyway = bullshit... oh wow does that make me racist against bull poop? i ALSO dont understand why people freak out when you say "black, brown, bignosed italian" but its okay for that actual 'race' to say it. i mean if i had to distinguish b/w a caucasian & african-american, i would say "the white/black person" i seriously just mean it as a term, not in any sort of nasty way y'all are thinking 8-). its just stupid when ppl go "fatima!? wow you just said that..." and thn stare at you weirdly <_< i mean if a person is asian and has a dif. eye shape OBVIOUSLY they are asian and have dif. eye shape...... -_-' *sigh* wtv, some ppl are thinking that i promote some sort of 'mild racism' wtv that is... T_T

(19) i find it HILARIOUS when a teacher pronounces my name in a way where its emphasizes the "FAT" portion of it. the reaction in class includes: a) awkward shuffling, b) snickering, c) blushing, & d) ppl asking me whether that's how you're supposed to pronounce my name. i mean, my name isn't difficult. you pronounce all the letters and volia :P how it sounds, well i could care less :P i've come to adapt like many human beings put in situations *sigh* i find it TOO TOO funny thogh :P it makes me giggle

(20) i am a procrastinator. huge HUGE procrastinator. it's pretty bad, but i am learning to become a better person :P lol and change :P

(21) i use ' :P ' ALL the time. actually i use a lot of those faces to try and put emotion behind what i write. i can't say 'you must be joking' for example, without including either a ' :P ' or ' 8-) ' or something to specify exactly what i feel behind that sentence. weird, i know!

(22) i have such an unstably, stable family that i love to hate & love. all parts of my family = best thing that is part of me, even those random second cousins.

(23) i hate spiders, insects, etc. they terrify me and they're icky. yes its makes me the even more stereotypical girl, but whatever. i love video games? does that make up for the missing testosterone?

(24) i think diamonds are the prettiest thing ever. i don't like gold at all. people in libya prolly think i'm crazy.

(25) hmmm.... i want to make #25 exciting, but it won't be :P
i like clean teeth, i believe in the brushing of teeth because they're part of a persons smile which is the most important part of your being, soul & body.


ahaha!! seriously reading back i see that i'm: a) the most average, odd girl EVER! & b) this is basically the length of the persuasive essay that i'm supposed to write, which is supposed to be due tuesday.
lovely :P

lurve,
fatima

OH MY GOODNESS

So my LIFE has just been made!!! If you listen to that podcast I posted in my last blog, you will see I wrote a comment about it. Now the one youtuber, Daniel, made a video today and part of it was him making reference to the comment I had made and he did it SO HILARIOUSLY I basically 'peed my pants' so check it out!!! Go to youtube and Search "Dan2Shambles" and watch his 100 video!!! ;) You're fall off your chair it's so funny.

Also sry sops but you were a bum today which made me sad! :(

~Shelby

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Project Abroad + Update

I'm kinda excited :P
Found this awesome awesome awesome site where you can volunteer places
PERFECT really :P kinda expensive in a way but not really ^o)

Projects Abroad

You can do some orphanage/care & community work even teach or act as a coach in some places

I'm especially interested in:
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Volunteer Work with Children in Brazil
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Volunteer Care Projects with Children Overseas in Argentina
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Volunteer in Morocco with kids who have Specials Need and in Orphanages
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International Volunteer Work with Children in Thailand with Projects Abroad

It's actually really really cool :) i mean seriously taking year off to do this stuff yay!!
ugh but kinda expensive...could go towards uni tuition+
but *sigh* seriously considering doing this now.... eee exciting

---------

my "update about my life"

- well i'm starting nite school... monday - thursday 6:00 to 9:30 pm
its kinda weird :P eerie...odd: i feel like a vampire lol does that make any sense?
nah its just creepy to leave the school at like 9:00pm. & have a break at like 7:30pm. or go to the washroom... lol :P its exciting too, but i can't get distracted; i'm there to do well and get good grades, not stare at the guy with the yummy eyeballs in front of me <_<
- ummm what else. i love LOVE my french class, it has such an amazing vibe in it, plus i love my teacher...its like a mini-french immersion family :):) eeee so fun ^^
- i'm kinda in love with this persons smile :P it seems so genuine and cute :$ :P lol
- yaaa i really want to do the volunteering abroad thing!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna keep checking the site out :P

taa lovelies!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY <3 I hope it was filled with as much hope, care + love from your family, friends, lovers etc. :)

lurve,
fatima


http://slapdashfm.podbean.com/2009/02/13/episode-1-pilot/
THIS is brilliant!!! Watch it. The New VLR ;)

Gosh the news is absolutely mental! What on earth is GOING ON IN THE WORLD!

~Shelby

Monday, February 9, 2009

Hello!!

Hello! All you lovely people who have visited our blog. It made my day ( yes this is pathetic, but true) to come see the blog visitor map today and there was 1 new UK visitor from Manchester, someone from VANCOUVER Canada, which I was really hoping for, more people from Ontario. Someone else from Malaysia!! It's exciting to think random people all over the world have read our blogs. :) They probably don't like them, but nonetheless they have visited our page and for that Tom and I are both grateful! We don't get too many comments so if you feel so inclined please leave us one even just telling us about yourself :) We love to make friends all over the place. We have tons of EBuddies! :) So yes call me a liar, I said I wouldn't blog but I am... Hope you don't mind! :) Lots of huggles

xoxo Shelby

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Here's a blog for y'all2

I'm sorry :( I deleted that other blog, as I said I most likely would. It was very mean. :( I'm just so upset and angry. sorry
~S

Friday, February 6, 2009

Have you ever seen the rain

I just wanted to say that I probably won't write blogs for a long while... I'm just not good right now and ya I'm gonna try not to be on the pc too much because I don't want to talk/annoy certain person on msn. Because life is falling apart and I'm just.. ya no one wants to hear me write blogs so bye.
Shelby

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Ring Around An Angels Noggin

Ever heard of sniglets? The words that don't appear in the dictionary but should? I have a HUGE list of them, and it's not even all of them just the ones I thought we're the most funny out of the bunch. *See List End Of Blog Post*

it has been forever...

a) new school semester started mon feb 2nd; i've tried to become the "studious" student, trying to do my homework every night and reviewing lessons and such...so far its been ahaa pretty good :P
b) yesterday for morning announcements at school, we decided to end it with "That's all for your announcements today Westdale! Have a 5-10 centimeters of snow Tuesday!" I actually find that just fabulous :) :P
c) its sad that johnnydurham19 ended his blogtv, its fun stalking him every monday+friday...noo that just too creepy, but still :) it was fun while it lasted
d) i have a LOT of supplementary applications to do for universities... 6? or 7? i forget, but yaa some are due really soon <_<>
e) my art/french teacher got nominated for a Juno :) congrats!!
f) i realized that high school kiddies make up so much unnecessary drama :P its REALLY funny, its entertaining to say the least
g) i'm going to (what i hope to be) a worthwhile + enlightening conference/workshop on friday called "from homeless to harvard" or something like that... apparently they're going to be talking about poverty, effects, problems, solutions+ && what students can do. i'm excited :)
h) yay! for valentines day shelby+i are organizing balloon-o-grams for the school :D you buy a red(love), pink(crush), or white(friendship) balloon for someone, and it will be delivered to the person on fri feb 13th. the balloons will be filled with helium, and have a bag of hershey kisses or cinnamon candy hearts as the balloon weight + a message from the sender!! aaaa it should be fun :)
i) i haven't been on an airplane going somewhere in such a long time :( its officially been a year+three quarters?? *sigh* i love LOVE to travel; going to new places and experiencing new things AND the HISTORY of countries *sigh*sigh* :) if i ever have the money, i intend on traveling the world

i guess i'll stop at i :P i have a calculus test tomorrow and tons of hw to do
see you lovelies :)

lurve,
fatima

p.s HI munchkinhugs :) BSB = only good music out there :P lol xD

p.p.s SNIGLETS (i'll only put a few...or a lil more thn a few :P but not all of them~ i'll post more later)

Anticiparcellate (an ti si par' sel ate) - v. Waiting until the mailman is several houses down the street before picking up the mail, so as not too appear too anxious.

B+ Stampede (bee' plus stam peed) - n. The attempt by half the classroom to claim the paper with no name on it.

Blithwapping - v. Using anything BUT a hammer to hammer a nail into the wall, such as shoes, lamp bases, doorstops, etc.

Bomca (bahm' ka) - n. A lubricant derived from the salivary gland used for turning book pages.

Brattled (brat' uld) - adj. The unsettling feeling, at a stoplight, that the busload of kids that just pulled up beside you is making fun of you.

Bugpedal (bug' ped uhl) - v. To accelerate or decelerate rapidly in an attempt to remove a clinging insect from a car's windshield.

Burbulation - n. The obsessive act of opening and closing a refrigerator door in an attempt to catch it before the automatic light comes on.

Carperpetuation (kar' pur pet u a shun) - n. The act, when vacuuming, of running over a string at least a dozen times, reaching over and picking it up, examining it, then putting it back down to give the vacuum one more chance.

Cereoallocative (ser r o al' o ka tuv) - adj. Describes the ability of a seasoned breakfast eater to establish a perfect cereal/banana ratio, assuring there will be at least one slice of banana left for the final spoonful of cereal.

Cheedle (chee' dul) - n. The residue left on one's fingertips after consuming a bag of Cheetos.

Cinemuck - n. The combination of popcorn, soda, and melted chocolate which covers the floors of movie theaters.

Circumpopulate (sur kum pop' yew layt') - v. To finish off a Popsicle "laterally" because the "frontal" approach causes one to gag.

Cleanundrum (clean-un-drum) The act of cleaning up a room or closet and then not being able to find something that you knew where it was before you decided to clean

Combiloops (kom' bih lewps) - n. The two or three unsuccessful passes before finally opening a combination locker.

Crummox (noun): The amount of cereal leftover in the box that is too little to eat and too much to throw away

Dillrelict (dil rel' ikt) - n. The last pickle in the jar that avoids all attempts to be captured.

Elbonics - n. The actions of two people maneuvering for one armrest in a movie theater.

Elmerdermis (el mur durm' is) - n. The white sheath that surrounds the nozzle of a glue dispenser.

Erdu (uhr' dew) - n. The leftover accumulation of rubber particles after erasing a mistake on a test paper.

Essoasso - n. any person who drives through a corner gas station to avoid stopping at the intersection.

Eufirstics (yew fur' stiks) - n. Two people waiting on the phone for the other to hang up first.

Execuglide (eks ek' yew glyd)- v. To propel oneself about an office without getting up from the chair.

Fetchplex (fech' pleks) - n. State of momentary confusion in a dog whose owner has faked throwing the ball and palmed it behind his back.

Fictate (fik' tayt) - v. To inform a television or screen character of impending danger under the assumption they can hear you.

Flarpswitch (flarp' switch) - n. The one light switch in every house with no function whatsoever.

Flosstitution V. Using anything other than the waxed string product , i.e matchbook covers, etc. to clean between your teeth.

Flurrant (fluhr' uhnt) - n. The one leaf that always clings to the end of the rake.

Fuffle (fuh' ful) - v. To assume, when dining out, that you are making things easier on the waitress by using the phrase "when you get a chance..."

Furbling - v. Having to wander through a maze of ropes at an airport or bank even when you are the only person in line.

Gazinta (gah zin' tuh) - n. Mathematical symbol for division; also the sound uttered when dividing out loud. (Example: "Four gazinta eight twice.")(As a Canadian I would say "Gozinta)

Gertatious (gur tay' shus) - adj. Having the adolescent fear that hanging one's arm over the bed at night will mean being dragged under.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Youtube

I just finished writing this on Fatima's Facebook wall....


Shelby wrote at 9:03pm
k so this song semi annoys me because the lyrics just seem extremely cheesey.. but I completely love the melody she's singing :P like it's awesomeness

(Click the title to see the video)

geez youtube just makes you feel pathetic doesn't it? You can never be the best at anything because there will always be 100000 people who are smarter, prettier, nicer, and more talented than you. Oh well I guess that's one of life's challenges. But ya I wish I could like friggen take this song and write diffirent words cause the words annoy me :P


Anyways so gosh now I'm just feeling depressed to be honest. I mean I always knew this but it's just so obvious watching youtube videos. You think you are talented writing music at 8 but there will always be someone who wrote music when they were 7 or 6 or 5 and so on... But like I said I think that's one of the challenges we are faced with; accepting that we can only be the best we can be and that is good enough. You shouldn't always try to compare yourself to others, gosh everyone else compares us to other people our whole lives why would we put ourselves through that torture. Sorry, there isn't much point to this blog just the fact that lately I've felt so inadequate. I used to be so sure of myself, so confident, accepting of who I was. But now. I'm just confused and I feel pathetic... I suppose this means there's still alot I have to learn. Anyways you should check out that video it is truly lovely. I'm just such a critical person, not just of others but of myself as well. I just want to be different y'know but how is it possible to be different in a world with billions of people...how can you be unique? It's so difficult. Wait I just read that over and realized anyone reading this will be like ...uhh wthell is she talking about... What I meant to say is that I'm also extremely critical of music because I myself am a musician. So I do appreciate the difficulty of writing songs but at the same time I can't stand lame lyrics. Have you ever really listened and I mean really listened, analyzed, then reread the lyrics of most of today's popular music. Bands nowadays write 20 songs, make careers out of writing lame songs about love. Love. Now I don't mean to be cynical but honestly how many damn songs can be written about "I love you, I miss you I want to be with your forever I need you" like dear god. Doesn't anyone find it irritating? I mean honestly, what about all the other subjects there are to talk about. Rather than boy-girl relationships what about mother daughter relationships, dog and boy relationships. Idk write about how much you love to eat pickles for all I care. Now I am fully aware there are songs about these subjects but they are few and far between and I find that unfortunate. To be honest I can't stand musicians making millions by writing a simple song about how much they love their boyfriend or girlfriend. There is more to life...So much more. That's why whenever I get tired of the lack of depth in modern pop songs I always go back to good old country music. Because although alot of it is still about loving between couples there are also many other songs that tell inspirational stories. Also why on earth are there like 13 yr old's writing songs about love what the heck do they know? It's ridiculous, absolutely absurd. Anyways I hope this gives you something to think about, because those likes these constantly plague my mind and that is why I'm often so critical of music...

Thanks to anyone who is reading <3 :) Tom and I bother appreciate it.

Shelby