haa so apparently boys keep me engaged?that's...lovely? :P
anyway :) its finally the holidays aka i can FINALLY catch up on my studies -_-' seriously need to pass xD
we had a lil TOO much snow recently;; && we had a snow day when i was so looking forward to the last day of school before holidays
it was going to be chill and fun with friends. i was going to go out with shelby for lunch... *sigh* plans ruined because of lovely mother nature -_-' :P
:S i experienced a loss in my family; my grandfather died a couple weeks ago
its really sad to realize that apart of your life passed a way, but i do realize that it's life
people grow old and they die;; i can't do much about it really...
although i find that i also learned to take a lil advantage of my life, i mean ^o) i realized that i should maybe try to do some more meaningful things in my life to actually CALL it a life... eee that's a lil too confusing :P
... no slightly depressing thoughts :P
umm...geez i haven't written in a while :P && its not coming all naturally and stuff :P
i'm not even bothering with capitalization xD
haa o well ^^
i'm kinda worried about university :s
seriously :P the world is way to competitive for me to be able to succeed :P haa
and i have high dreams too.... so hopefully it'll all work out :D
gaah, i think i'm only writing in this "silly web-log" to fill time ;) :P
aww no, it's still a priority of mine, i just haven't had time -_-'
i still have to do the SPA minutes too -______________-'
*sigh* i better go do that :P
HAVE A WONDERFULLY HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! :)
lurve,
fatima
*sigh* I can't understand the worlds mentality anymore
