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Saturday, November 28, 2009
Tits & Ass [guys are INSANE]
Hiii [story time + pictures]
it's me fatima =]
it's me fatima =]EID MUBARAK btw :)
i hope everyone who's celebrating had a fabfab eid!
my uncle+fam came to visit
my dad = piece of poop as per usual
*sigh*
o well xD
my brother is the cutest thing in the world!
he's growing up though...
I had to buy him a men's small shirt today from TH
he's getting OLD DAMNIT
i feel so wrinkly
like i swear JUST NOW something sagged
*sob*
neanderthals
neandertals
wtv way you wish to spell it
but in the end, they are the stupid human ancestor piece of shit that i had to write a freaking report on
im in science damnit, im not supposed to write PAPERS
but it had to be done
and i handed it in
so not taking a humanites course ever again...
unless its like history
okey i fail.
cookie monster
cookEH monster
i love him ^_^
these are mai babehs
oliver the puppeh
and cookeh monstah
eeee so cute.
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i got bored one day and decided to go on dailymakeover.com
ignore my eyeballs
they screwed it up
i look blind or diseased or something
overall tho; i look weird.
just proves that i should nevah wear makeup XD
hmmm maybe i'll do this in a bit 'cause im so bored....
[another time waster, potential option when im bored]
[which is often]
ima look at wedding dresses.
altho my friend wasifa thinks thats creepy
and unnecessary atm considering our circumstances
ie no bf let alone fiance let alone marriage...
but i like this dress anyway :)
its fairytale'ish
last but not least
the ULTIMATE time waster
omgpop.com
seriously
don't go on it
or make an account
you'll be stuck in their trap
for a very very long time....
its not healthy
and you have better things to do
okey! random story which was not really a story is done
the end.
now go away =]
i hope everyone who's celebrating had a fabfab eid!
my uncle+fam came to visit
my dad = piece of poop as per usual
*sigh*
o well xD
my brother is the cutest thing in the world!
he's growing up though...
I had to buy him a men's small shirt today from TH
he's getting OLD DAMNIT
i feel so wrinkly
like i swear JUST NOW something sagged
*sob*
neanderthalsneandertals
wtv way you wish to spell it
but in the end, they are the stupid human ancestor piece of shit that i had to write a freaking report on
im in science damnit, im not supposed to write PAPERS
but it had to be done
and i handed it in
so not taking a humanites course ever again...
unless its like history
okey i fail.
cookie monstercookEH monster
i love him ^_^
these are mai babehsoliver the puppeh
and cookeh monstah
eeee so cute.
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i got bored one day and decided to go on dailymakeover.comignore my eyeballs
they screwed it up
i look blind or diseased or something
overall tho; i look weird.
just proves that i should nevah wear makeup XD
hmmm maybe i'll do this in a bit 'cause im so bored....
[another time waster, potential option when im bored][which is often]
ima look at wedding dresses.
altho my friend wasifa thinks thats creepy
and unnecessary atm considering our circumstances
ie no bf let alone fiance let alone marriage...
but i like this dress anyway :)
its fairytale'ish
last but not leastthe ULTIMATE time waster
omgpop.com
seriously
don't go on it
or make an account
you'll be stuck in their trap
for a very very long time....
its not healthy
and you have better things to do
okey! random story which was not really a story is done
the end.
now go away =]
lurve,
fatima
fatima
p.s wrt to my title... xD
apparently guys look for that in girls first
altho our smile is close!!
all is not lost girlies *heart*
apparently guys look for that in girls first
altho our smile is close!!
all is not lost girlies *heart*
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Title = Link To Interesting Article
heyy!!
I think Shelby and I have taken to blogging once every month xD
It's sad.
But we ARE sorry. :)
First I'll give y'all an update on life in general thn I'll talk about something different and potentially interesting :P
Fatima's Story [so far]
Term 1 of uni is ending super soon, like 2 more weeks of classes thn 2 weeks of exams thn DONE. It's intense. I'm not doing too well in some of my classes [ie chem and psych] but hopefully I can ace the exams, since it IS worth a fair bit. I won't get an A tho xD potentially just a B prolly. Everything else; anthro, linguistics, and bio = fabfab, which is good! I like learning and acquiring knowledge, I just wish I had more time to learn. I feel like the world is impatient xD and its just like 'WTF fatima get on with it, comeoncomeoncomeoncomeon.' It's getting annoying. hmmm what else. I haven't really made that many new friends, just a handful max; altho its prolly 'cause I love my old friends too much xD and potentially cling on to them 'cause im scared they'll fly away. lol. My friends are so fabulous, everybody should be jealous. I've decided that I want to major in Biochemistry, it sounds super interesting! I also need to find a job for the summer, there's one guy who's willing to take me xD but it'll depend on whether I do well in school or not, and its not looking too bright :P OOOOOoooo! AND, there is this fabulously cute guy at school xD [yes i fail, but don't tell me you didn't see this coming] HOWEVER, i'm slowly 'not liking him', the more i stalk/run into him, the more stupid he seems XD and i'm sorry if that sounds mean, but i value intelligence, and envy/love people who ARE intelligent. so ya... it's too bad. XD lmao
I think that's it... if anybody still reads this blog [ie no one xD] just post questions in the comments and what not.
Ima do something from 'One-Minute Writer' cause I feel like it. Maybe I'll do a few...
Fairy tales have many common character-types: princes, princesses, witches, fairies, ogres, giants, etc. What character would you like to be?
I would want to be a white witch, who makes pretty potions and helps people. Hmm actually I want to be a white witch who happens to be a princess.... xD so I can end up with un prince charmant.
Imagine you have hired a skywriter. What message will the plane "write" on the sky, and where will it fly?
It would say 'I LOVE YOU' and it would fly all over the world and hopefully every single person will see it and know that I love them [appropriately]!
Describe a work of art you would like to create, if you had unlimited time, talent, and resources.
One person wrote for this 'Children' and I SO AGREE. If I could create something, it'd be kids :) xD so creepy. but really really I can/can't wait to be a mum either with my own children or adopted ones; doesn't matter.
I think Shelby and I have taken to blogging once every month xD
It's sad.
But we ARE sorry. :)
First I'll give y'all an update on life in general thn I'll talk about something different and potentially interesting :P
Fatima's Story [so far]
Term 1 of uni is ending super soon, like 2 more weeks of classes thn 2 weeks of exams thn DONE. It's intense. I'm not doing too well in some of my classes [ie chem and psych] but hopefully I can ace the exams, since it IS worth a fair bit. I won't get an A tho xD potentially just a B prolly. Everything else; anthro, linguistics, and bio = fabfab, which is good! I like learning and acquiring knowledge, I just wish I had more time to learn. I feel like the world is impatient xD and its just like 'WTF fatima get on with it, comeoncomeoncomeoncomeon.' It's getting annoying. hmmm what else. I haven't really made that many new friends, just a handful max; altho its prolly 'cause I love my old friends too much xD and potentially cling on to them 'cause im scared they'll fly away. lol. My friends are so fabulous, everybody should be jealous. I've decided that I want to major in Biochemistry, it sounds super interesting! I also need to find a job for the summer, there's one guy who's willing to take me xD but it'll depend on whether I do well in school or not, and its not looking too bright :P OOOOOoooo! AND, there is this fabulously cute guy at school xD [yes i fail, but don't tell me you didn't see this coming] HOWEVER, i'm slowly 'not liking him', the more i stalk/run into him, the more stupid he seems XD and i'm sorry if that sounds mean, but i value intelligence, and envy/love people who ARE intelligent. so ya... it's too bad. XD lmao
I think that's it... if anybody still reads this blog [ie no one xD] just post questions in the comments and what not.
Ima do something from 'One-Minute Writer' cause I feel like it. Maybe I'll do a few...
Fairy tales have many common character-types: princes, princesses, witches, fairies, ogres, giants, etc. What character would you like to be?
I would want to be a white witch, who makes pretty potions and helps people. Hmm actually I want to be a white witch who happens to be a princess.... xD so I can end up with un prince charmant.
Imagine you have hired a skywriter. What message will the plane "write" on the sky, and where will it fly?
It would say 'I LOVE YOU' and it would fly all over the world and hopefully every single person will see it and know that I love them [appropriately]!
Describe a work of art you would like to create, if you had unlimited time, talent, and resources.
One person wrote for this 'Children' and I SO AGREE. If I could create something, it'd be kids :) xD so creepy. but really really I can/can't wait to be a mum either with my own children or adopted ones; doesn't matter.
Ookeyy. I think that's enough.
i will try to write more often :)
lurve,
fatima
p.s if you didn't get it, the title is a link to an interesting article that you should read ^^
i will try to write more often :)
lurve,
fatima
p.s if you didn't get it, the title is a link to an interesting article that you should read ^^
Friday, October 16, 2009
Love from Shelby
Hey everybody,
So last time I wrote it really sucked to put it nicely. I wasn't doing so well and depressed and feeling poopish. Since then I've moved out on my own for university. Living off campus with a lovely lady. Life is getting better, but I really have to work at it. I'm still very lonely, sad and unhappy but things are getting better. And atleast I'm not depressed anymore, I have alot I'm grateful for now :) I live in a really beautiful city and I'm absolutely loving the university and course I'm in. So things do get better they just don't seem to come so easily. Which I guess is better, I wouldn't want to be like those people who have everything and don't work for it. But it's tough. I feel like I've grown up overnight; I knew I would. The thing about me is that I was always grown up in the mature 'mental' sense just I wasn't independent but people relate that with maturity and growing up. So now my psychological maturity matches my independence. Ha if that makes sense.
I've been listening to this song non-stop all day :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZoNBngAnM
And a bunch of other country songs. I know alot of people don't like country but to be honest I find country artists are alot of the most talented people. And most of them write their own music or also play instruments. They just have a way with words and with expressing themselves in a language that no other music I have listened to does. Other music is fun but it isn't soulful it doesn't tell a story. And has anyone noticed that like 100% of other music is about girl/boy love where as about like 60% of country is and the other is songs about tons of different and unique subjects. I really love it; when everything else in life seems meaningless and empty just listen to country music. Honestly I love Martina McBride anyways but that song just warms my heart and brings tears to my eyes, it's everything I think about just summed into a song... don't we all want someone ... "you're the dream that I've been chasing... you're a standing ovation after years of waiting for a chance to finally shine" Like honestly just words for the soul.
I realized the only time, only time ever that my mind is not madly racing with thoughts aobut analyzing everything in the entire world... the only time is when i'm listening to music like this... That must be why I love music so much... time stops for me. I've always had this serious annoyance of thinking 25/8 honestly it's no wonder my mind doesn't explode with the amount of things going on in it. I never don't think about anything. it's really messed up because it doesn't sound annoying but really I don't think most people are actually analyzing things every second of the day. But my stupid mind just works like that :P I'm a thinker and I can't help it.
Anyways this is a very messy blog but oh well... that's how my mind works.
Haha just on a funny note:
I was walking home alone about 11 last night and it's quite sketchy I must admit. Especially for me a country girl, to be walking alone in a city. So I pulled out my cell phone and had a fake phone conversation for 45 minutes and I put on a completely fake english accent. I know it sounds so pathetic but the funnest thing ever!!! So I highly recommend that you try it because it is way too much fun. By the end of the 45 minutes I had like the awesomest english accent perfected. And I was getting sooo many looks from people haha it was amazing :P
Lots of love, I'll check in soon <3
Toodle-loo
~The Shelby I've always wanted to be~ (if that makes sense;)
So last time I wrote it really sucked to put it nicely. I wasn't doing so well and depressed and feeling poopish. Since then I've moved out on my own for university. Living off campus with a lovely lady. Life is getting better, but I really have to work at it. I'm still very lonely, sad and unhappy but things are getting better. And atleast I'm not depressed anymore, I have alot I'm grateful for now :) I live in a really beautiful city and I'm absolutely loving the university and course I'm in. So things do get better they just don't seem to come so easily. Which I guess is better, I wouldn't want to be like those people who have everything and don't work for it. But it's tough. I feel like I've grown up overnight; I knew I would. The thing about me is that I was always grown up in the mature 'mental' sense just I wasn't independent but people relate that with maturity and growing up. So now my psychological maturity matches my independence. Ha if that makes sense.
I've been listening to this song non-stop all day :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZoNBngAnM
And a bunch of other country songs. I know alot of people don't like country but to be honest I find country artists are alot of the most talented people. And most of them write their own music or also play instruments. They just have a way with words and with expressing themselves in a language that no other music I have listened to does. Other music is fun but it isn't soulful it doesn't tell a story. And has anyone noticed that like 100% of other music is about girl/boy love where as about like 60% of country is and the other is songs about tons of different and unique subjects. I really love it; when everything else in life seems meaningless and empty just listen to country music. Honestly I love Martina McBride anyways but that song just warms my heart and brings tears to my eyes, it's everything I think about just summed into a song... don't we all want someone ... "you're the dream that I've been chasing... you're a standing ovation after years of waiting for a chance to finally shine" Like honestly just words for the soul.
I realized the only time, only time ever that my mind is not madly racing with thoughts aobut analyzing everything in the entire world... the only time is when i'm listening to music like this... That must be why I love music so much... time stops for me. I've always had this serious annoyance of thinking 25/8 honestly it's no wonder my mind doesn't explode with the amount of things going on in it. I never don't think about anything. it's really messed up because it doesn't sound annoying but really I don't think most people are actually analyzing things every second of the day. But my stupid mind just works like that :P I'm a thinker and I can't help it.
Anyways this is a very messy blog but oh well... that's how my mind works.
Haha just on a funny note:
I was walking home alone about 11 last night and it's quite sketchy I must admit. Especially for me a country girl, to be walking alone in a city. So I pulled out my cell phone and had a fake phone conversation for 45 minutes and I put on a completely fake english accent. I know it sounds so pathetic but the funnest thing ever!!! So I highly recommend that you try it because it is way too much fun. By the end of the 45 minutes I had like the awesomest english accent perfected. And I was getting sooo many looks from people haha it was amazing :P
Lots of love, I'll check in soon <3
Toodle-loo
~The Shelby I've always wanted to be~ (if that makes sense;)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I'm back [kinda]
Hey Guys!
It's been a lloonnggggg time!
What's happened since thn [at least for me]:
I'm going to try to post more :P HOPEFULLY shelby will too xD :P
I miss telling this blog how my life is going xD
i WILL ttyl!
lots of love!
fatima
It's been a lloonnggggg time!
What's happened since thn [at least for me]:
- started uni, already swamped with icky things; add the pressure from the 'rents = disaster waiting to happen.
- i got the CUTEST teddy dog puppy thing EVER :P he's so soft. ima name him Suli! :D
- Ramadan came and went, Eid was last weekend. the norm occurred :P nothing too interesting. the libyan party is this coming weekend, but i dont wanna/can't really go :P
- I've had four cavities filled [horrible i know, but these are my very first cavities xD]
- A slug pooped on my chem notes
- I rearranged my room
- I don't sleep
I'm going to try to post more :P HOPEFULLY shelby will too xD :P
I miss telling this blog how my life is going xD
i WILL ttyl!
lots of love!
fatima
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
You look like something that I pulled out of my shower drain...
Hello,
This is Shelby. I haven't written a blog in so long but I am going to start again as a means of Fatima and I keeping in contact. I am extremely depressed lately so if this blog is horrible, I apologize in advance. I'm actually pretty sure that I suffer from "depression" but I just tell myself to suck it up and I can't be bothered going to a doctor to get it diagnosed or whatever they do because I think it's just pathetic. It's one of those things I think someone just wanted to feel special so they decided it would be a recognized medical condition.
Quickly I will try to sum up what's been up with me and I will attempt to do so in a positive manner. This was my last summer of 'freedom' if you will. In four days time I will be moving far away from everything familiar and close to my heart. I am excited about it, I truly am just this depression is consuming me and I can't seem to feel happy or good about it at the moment, but I know I'm excited. So I tried to spend this summer having fun, guess I did.
Fuck I'm just getting really depressed, idk if I can finish this.
So I basically wasted July just gardening and working at the football stadium and then in august I got a camp counselling job and a tutoring job and a bakery job. All of which are finished by the end of this week, pretty much. They've all been meh, I can't really talk about it or I'll get upset.
So I'm leaving monday I guess. I'm not going to go to Frosh week and I again can't explain or I'll get depressed.
Broke up with my bf, yeah so just stuff has been happening...
ugh i g2g I'm getting too upset. bye
Friday, July 10, 2009
Louboutin
aww hi guys!
we have SO not blogged in a LONG time
*cough*btw i just have to type this so called confessional; altho seriously :P it turns out that i dont keep many secrets - i've told some of my friends almost all my confessions*cough*
anyway :P funny conversation happened between a friend and moi over these SEXY pair of louboutin. retail: $1 995.00
i know xD
lol and okay enough with the bootboot
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:09:23 PM)
LOOK AT THE PRICE TOOMY
f.a.t.oo.m.y says: (7:09:29 PM)
*ahem*
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:09:29 PM)
WHAT KIND OF GUY WOULD BUY YOU THOSE
f.a.t.oo.m.y says: (7:09:34 PM)
PFFT
f.a.t.oo.m.y says: (7:09:39 PM)
i'd buy them myself thank you very much
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:09:50 PM)
O.O EVEN DOCTORS DON'T THROW MONEY LIKE THAT
f.a.t.oo.m.y says: (7:09:53 PM)
and if my bf/fiancé/husband wanted to buy them for me :P
f.a.t.oo.m.y says: (7:09:57 PM)
well thats good too xD
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:10:01 PM)
oh gee
F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:10:12 PM)
xD he better be loaded
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:10:17 PM)
or really good at buying fakes
xD he better be loaded
(F) ~~D.X.~~ (F) says: (7:10:17 PM)
or really good at buying fakes
bahaaaa o man
i love boys :P
lurve,
fatima
Friday, June 26, 2009
Disgusting Cannibalistic Hunger for Soccer Players
LOL
so a friend of mine was like 'happy birthday'
and i said 'nooo i'm 18, i'm so old'
and thn he writes:
happy birthday. :)
sometimes it just dawns on me that i've met some fabulous people in my ever-so exciting life.
lurve,
fatima
p.s i'm having issues with my surprise. i'm not very good at html, and figuring it out hurts my brain =P
PLUS i've been so busy
monday: bday/take up day at school
tuesday: sleep in/clean house/organize books etc.
wednesday: took inner-city elementary school kids on their end of school year trip
thursday: grad ceremony
friday [today]: orientation for uni
saturday [tomoro]: party yayayayay!
altho truthfully :P i have yet to go shopping for the party xD
oops
i PROMISE
as soon as i can
a) high school confessional
b) surprise!
p.p.s ALEX & DAN: BTW you have a radio show that hasn't been updated in 134087489679027347 years.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Problem.
GAHAGHASJHASKHJSDGHSDJSDFKJHEKJKDJNGLKDFMNMNXCMVNOIEJ
STUPID HTML
it's been a long time since i've actually USED it
and i can't figure out this BUTTON
DAMN YOU BUTTON. DAMN YOU STUPID BUTTON
so i'll launch this new thingymajig LATER
i'm just frustrated
and at the moment my 'soul' is unsettled
i feel like somethings wrong and i'm stressed about something.
but i dont know what
i am just really... *sigh* pooped i guess
ima go try to figure out this html shit.
i'll get back to y'all later.
lurve,
fatima
btw. my 18th sucked ass.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Long Time No See
HI! :)
how's everyone? everything?
well =] we're [shelby & i] done high school!
yippe.
all we have to do is snatch our diploma on thursday =P and we're free.
it's kinda sad. actually really sad :S but i guess people have to learn to move on.
we haven't written in SUCH a long time!
& i'm about to bring in another responsibility for myself =P TOMORO
*grr i still have to edit* but i'll def show you tomoro :D CAUSE its my birthday and with the launching of this something i'm going to feature a high school 'confessional' =P lol it'll be funny. altho it'll prolly just have 'omgosh this guy was cute, and this guy, and this guy' but wtv
HAPPY FATHERS DAY btw.
i tried to do something nice.
my dad didn't appreciate it T_T
but i'm not surprised, to tell you the truth he's an asshole.
as much as i love him -_____-'
[my computer is making gurgling noise, i'm SURE that's not normal]
lala anyway, i'm gonna go =P i need to be making paper cranes.
i'll ttyl! [tomoro]
lurve,
fatima
Saturday, June 13, 2009
How To Talk To Girls ~by: Alec Greven
Hi! I haven't blogged in a while. I WILL write an actual blog after monday. 'cause that'll be my last exam. [bio] wish me luck :) & thn i'll official be DONE HIGHSCHOOL
AAAA Boooohooo
read the story underneath. i'll post the rest latterrrr
lurve,
fatima
Are you shy? Do you have a crush on a girl?
Is the girl you like just too pretty for your eyes?
Do you know what to say to a girl to make her like you?
What are you waiting for?
If you are a boy who needs help getting girls,
this book has all the answers.
By the way, all statistics in this book are based on
my observations at Soaring Hawk Elementary School.
They aren't worldwide.
I would have to do a lot more research for that.
Okay, let's get going!
Chapter One
The Facts of Life
{Life is hard, move on!}
Sometimes, you get a girl to like you, then she ditches you.
Life is hard, move on!
TIP: About 73 percent of regular girls ditch boys;
98 percent of pretty girls ditch boys.
Or sometimes it just doesn't work out.
I had a crush on a girl in preschool.
Then my family had to move,
so I had to let her wash out of my mind.
You also have to be aware that girls win most of the arguments and have most of the power. If you know that now, things might be easier.
Finally, if you try for too many girls, you will have jealousy issues and might end up with nobody.
It is really best to go for just one.
If you do get a girl to like you, that is victory.
Winning victory is a dream for most boys,
but it is very rare.
What does it take to win victory?
Read on and find out!
next chapter to be ctnd...
Saturday, May 30, 2009
New Hair Cut...
BEFORE:
AFTER:
AFTER: Went home to get ready for PROM!
ALL DRESSED UP:
AT PROM:
MY HAIR WENT LIMP aka. DIED AND IM EXHAUSTED! TIME FOR A SHOWER AND BED:
BYE :)
Friday, May 29, 2009
How To Shave Ones 'Boys'
Hi! for a second i forgot what font i always use... anyway.
today is my schools prom. i'm not going unfortunately =P it would have been fun, but o well i'm over it kinda. altho :) i'm going out with my friend tonite, we're going to see angels & demons thn out to dinner, that'll be fun! *sigh*
i have a lot to do this weekend, finish up school stuff & thn start intense studying for exams. I CANT LEAVE IT LAST MINUTE. i always do :P and will prolly end up leaving it last minute anyway but i WILL try.
i love cute kids. kids in general; its the only reason [that i love kids] i want to be a pediatrician or obstetrician. parents would HAVE to turn to me for help and i'd GLADLY help them!! :) that would be fabulous. far FAR in the future tho
i want to see the movie 'Masquerades' directed by: Lyes Salem. it sounds nice.
at le bottom of this post there are pictures of 'would be' prom dresses and random dresses. i liked them. im kinda tired =P so i'm gonna go take a nap!
*sigh*SIGH*
lurve,
fatima
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I Protect My Meat
Hiya!
=) I should be finishing up all my huge projects today! Then I'm going to start my exam review [fun]
anyway. i came across an interesting table in my bio textbook [verdict: guilty reading bio textbook *gasp*] & decided to share it with you.
Just imagine that everybody had to use this table to make a decision on an issue. You'd have to take literally EVERYTHING into consideration, but first you'd technically have to have a view on each of the possible perspectives. It would be rather time consuming and there would never be a final verdict. I like this table though 'cause if you ever have the time to think 'deeply' about something you have somewhere to start. It's a great organizational tool. xD I liked it, so I decided to share =P
One more thing I wanted to share!
I LOVE postsecret. I think it's a FABULOUS project and I once hoped I could bring it to my school, but there really wasn't much support from the people around me. 'Time Consuming' 'Pointless' 'Problematic' etc.
I thought that it would be exciting xD but wtv.
If you don't know what it is: It's a project started by someone in the States. And he asked americans to send him their secrets in the form of a postcard. He has published a number of books consisting of those secrets. The picture I posted happens to be a 'secret' sent by someone. It's pretty cute =P
....
My dad left today for a conference in BC. I'm planning to TRY [praying fervently that it stays nice] to straighten my hair tonite. I have a presentation tomoro & there's coffee house tuesday nite. So curly frizzy 'fro = nono for monday + tuesday.
i'll ttyl lovely 'people'!
lurve,
fatima
p.s share something with me or somebody else in your life today.
p.p.s don't forget our twitter: Shelby[Twitter] && Fatima[Twitter]
=) I should be finishing up all my huge projects today! Then I'm going to start my exam review [fun]
anyway. i came across an interesting table in my bio textbook [verdict: guilty reading bio textbook *gasp*] & decided to share it with you.
Just imagine that everybody had to use this table to make a decision on an issue. You'd have to take literally EVERYTHING into consideration, but first you'd technically have to have a view on each of the possible perspectives. It would be rather time consuming and there would never be a final verdict. I like this table though 'cause if you ever have the time to think 'deeply' about something you have somewhere to start. It's a great organizational tool. xD I liked it, so I decided to share =P
One more thing I wanted to share!
I LOVE postsecret. I think it's a FABULOUS project and I once hoped I could bring it to my school, but there really wasn't much support from the people around me. 'Time Consuming' 'Pointless' 'Problematic' etc.I thought that it would be exciting xD but wtv.
If you don't know what it is: It's a project started by someone in the States. And he asked americans to send him their secrets in the form of a postcard. He has published a number of books consisting of those secrets. The picture I posted happens to be a 'secret' sent by someone. It's pretty cute =P
....
My dad left today for a conference in BC. I'm planning to TRY [praying fervently that it stays nice] to straighten my hair tonite. I have a presentation tomoro & there's coffee house tuesday nite. So curly frizzy 'fro = nono for monday + tuesday.
i'll ttyl lovely 'people'!
lurve,
fatima
p.s share something with me or somebody else in your life today.
p.p.s don't forget our twitter: Shelby[Twitter] && Fatima[Twitter]
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I Got Beef
tell your boyfriend
when he says he got beef
that i'm a vegetarian
and i ain't fucking scared of him
lmao xD this is a part of some songs lyrics
how is everyone? i haven't blogged in a while. and after this blog i prolly won't blog much at all =P since technically i STILL have to finish that english essay, french essay, philosophy response AND NOW i have a lovely bio unit test, math unit test and an english oral. +tons of other random homework
all of which leads to exams.
anyway, i dont want to write anything that requires any thought [although i never actually write anything like that often at all =P]
nothing new or exciting has happened.
i'm turning 18 soon xD thats kinda exciting? like one more month basically.
i have a 'surprise' that i'm trying to sort out for my 18th birthday that i'm going to introduce to y'all. just hope i can figure out the science of...the science of the world =P
i was rereading breaking dawn.
and i am reading things that are REALLY annoying
but also! i took note of some situations/little parts of the novel that are SO nice.
i dont know how i feel about twilight.
its sensual but not what i can call 'classic' good literature - *sigh* maybe?
im listening to slapdash fm episode 5 & truthfully as much as i love alex + dan - this episode ranted on more thn the others. it was cute =P altho alex summed it up perfectly "sorry that this weeks a bit like weird & shit..." 36:18
it was a nice weird and nice shit, no worries.
*sigh* this is getting too long. and not for very good reasons.
i'll talk to y'all later my dear lovely not there but there readers.
lurve,
fatima
p.s
metaphors & similes gone bad
1) the ballerina rose gracefully on Pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.
2) he was deeply in love. when she spoke, he thought he heard bells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.
3) the hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.
4) her face was a perfect oval, like a cricle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.
5) her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.
when he says he got beef
that i'm a vegetarian
and i ain't fucking scared of him
lmao xD this is a part of some songs lyrics
how is everyone? i haven't blogged in a while. and after this blog i prolly won't blog much at all =P since technically i STILL have to finish that english essay, french essay, philosophy response AND NOW i have a lovely bio unit test, math unit test and an english oral. +tons of other random homework
all of which leads to exams.
anyway, i dont want to write anything that requires any thought [although i never actually write anything like that often at all =P]
nothing new or exciting has happened.
i'm turning 18 soon xD thats kinda exciting? like one more month basically.
i have a 'surprise' that i'm trying to sort out for my 18th birthday that i'm going to introduce to y'all. just hope i can figure out the science of...the science of the world =P
i was rereading breaking dawn.
and i am reading things that are REALLY annoying
but also! i took note of some situations/little parts of the novel that are SO nice.
i dont know how i feel about twilight.
its sensual but not what i can call 'classic' good literature - *sigh* maybe?
im listening to slapdash fm episode 5 & truthfully as much as i love alex + dan - this episode ranted on more thn the others. it was cute =P altho alex summed it up perfectly "sorry that this weeks a bit like weird & shit..." 36:18
it was a nice weird and nice shit, no worries.
*sigh* this is getting too long. and not for very good reasons.
i'll talk to y'all later my dear lovely not there but there readers.
lurve,
fatima
p.s
metaphors & similes gone bad
1) the ballerina rose gracefully on Pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.
2) he was deeply in love. when she spoke, he thought he heard bells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.
3) the hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.
4) her face was a perfect oval, like a cricle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.
5) her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Crepes!
yay! so today was crepes day :)
everything went FABULOUS
im so happy ^_^ because:
- we made an amazing amount of money! 571$
- we didn't run out of crepes OR bananas =P
- we had fabulous music! ty duncan+simon+damien+peter+parth...
- servers and making crepes people = AWESOME thank you!
- THANK YOU stage crew! + Jeff =P figured out sound, electricity [ie the icky stuff]
- it was PURTIFUL! the theme was red, white and blue :)
- nobody stole money xD
- no major fires xD lmao actually none at all!
- we got loads! of donations!! one teacher bought a crepe [retail=3$] for 20$!!
- i hung out with my fantabulous french immersion classmates<3
- everyboy had fun! && ate all the left over crepes
SO thank you so so SO much everybody who even helped from teeny tiny bit to every little corner. you're all AWESOME. love love you :)
lurve,
fatima
p.s i'm in eng class. AGAIN. and naomi is with me AGAIN. talking about CREEPY chipmunk noises. =P
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
100th Post Anniversary
=) i'm with naomi in english class
we just wrote a fabulous hamlet quiz T_T
that was just an update ....
o ya! so this is technically the 102nd post. BUT those definition post thingies dont really count. THEREFORE...
THIS is the 100th post :)
❤~❤~❤~❤~~YAY~~❤~❤~❤~❤
...:):):) isn't that exciting. its been 9ish months. lmao xD we just went into labour [ie we gave birth T_T].....
hmm what else.
shelby told me an anecdote about something she found on Yahoo! Answers.
The general gist-- men like to be breastfed.
i know.
i know.
i'm kinda..yaaaa okey.
this isn't a really exciting 100th post. im sorry.
xD okey thats enough
im just too lazy to continue. but imagine that there is a 100 things in the list
=) im gonna go...maybe do english?!
[naomi: bye noneexisting people who are all in fatima's head...:) ya right that we'll be doing english work in english class.......heehee]
lurve,
fatima
p.s btw. we had a girl - 8 lbs 9 ounces. congratulate us! =P
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Men like this:
MEN like this make me want to take something very hard and hit him over the head with it... I can't make joking death threats cause it's illegal so that's as close as I'm going to get to saying what an idiot this guy is!James Kimondo is suing the leaders of G10, a coalition of women's groups that called for a national boycott to push the men into resolving the east African country's political woes."Since the women called for the sex boycott, my wife has denied me my conjugal rights. This has caused me anxiety and sleepless night," Kimondo said."I have been suffering mental anguish, stress, backaches, lack of concentration," he told reporters outside the Nairobi High Court, where he lodged his petition for damages.
***Basically to sum up what I think of this guy it would be " FUCK YOU AND YOUR PENIS" there are more important issues in the world then him being "denied his conjugal rights" what a complete
***************BEEP***************
Who else is with me on this?
Ps: Since when is SEX a RIGHT... WHAT this guy needs to get his ... :P volcano cut off.... Haha no wonder boys are scared of me
Love Shelby
Friday, May 8, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
People in our world disgust me
This is DISGUSTING! plain and simple:
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/afp/090507/entertainment/entertainment_germany_ethics_exhibition_people
Also it says that in 2002 he performed a public autopsy. that's the craziest thing I've ever heard!!! Why hasn't he been arrested... He's just doing it for money and then making 'politically correct' excuses for being a moron. *sarcastic voice* It's great to know we live in a world where there actually ARE any accepted excuses for this kind of behaviour. Horrible!!! also what idiot would donate their body to that... Wow now I'm really angry. If I ever meet/see this guy I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind well not literally because he's probably cut it up and hand out pieces to little children with the excuse that it's educational. FREAK total FREAK
Shelby
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/afp/090507/entertainment/entertainment_germany_ethics_exhibition_people
Also it says that in 2002 he performed a public autopsy. that's the craziest thing I've ever heard!!! Why hasn't he been arrested... He's just doing it for money and then making 'politically correct' excuses for being a moron. *sarcastic voice* It's great to know we live in a world where there actually ARE any accepted excuses for this kind of behaviour. Horrible!!! also what idiot would donate their body to that... Wow now I'm really angry. If I ever meet/see this guy I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind well not literally because he's probably cut it up and hand out pieces to little children with the excuse that it's educational. FREAK total FREAK
Shelby
Playing House In The Ruins Of Love
hiya!
long time no see xD
theres no school today 'cause our school burned down.
actually no =P its just a toaster oven in a phys ed office that screwed up with electricity = fire. & since clean up & wtv would have taken longish time, they just cancelled school.
so now i'm at home :) procrastinating. prolly going to take a nap in a bit.
we're almost at our 100th blog post =D exciting!!
i'll talk to y'all laterz. tc!
lurve,
fatima
watch--v its cute [altho james+nelly version is better]
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Orgasmicness
May: side effects include headache, nausea, possible vomiting +
gahh this month is going to be ridonculously busybusy. lemme elaborate
from may 8th to june 15th. the following occurs/must be done etc:
- calculus test x4 - gr8 orientation prep - crepes day for stephen lewis foundation event/organizing - mothers day - coffee house - prom - english oral presentation - english essay - hamlet essay - bio presentation - fundraisers & events x888345 - bio tests x123908925 - hamlet test x2 - personal journal - english blurb thingy - french hw x1009409234 - study x6666666666 - exams x4
isn't that just lovely? i mean really. its like an ultra long to do list that will never ever end. i may put off blogging/facebook/twitter [ie the works] until june 16 :P
maybe. actually. how about less facebook & twitter but blog now & thn about my ultra not sexy life ouais?
hmm what else is new in le life.
i saw wolverine bee-tee-double u
it was fantabulous; i've never thought hugh jackman as sexy. but the long shot of him on those rockies in the smexy pajama pants. yummee seriously. also, one scene a cute twinkle in the eye shined through. *sigh*
yay! i'm excited for crepes day XDXD
at school the frenchies :P organize this crepes day in support of the stephen lewis foundation. its tres nice! we make crepes and bring toppings and ppl buy them and eat 'em. its a day of so much fun and excitement. this years theme. i'm thinking parisian cafe?! pink and black :D
yay! so much fun.
im thinking of doing that thingie that shlebie babe did. the collage. we'll see =P
you'll also read her blog below about something that made our week. it was orgasmic. seriously!!
i'll ttyl lovelies
lurve,
fatima
p.s
dear dan clark + alex haffenden,
we appreciate you from the bottom of our faces too.
yours,
shelby + fatima
gahh this month is going to be ridonculously busybusy. lemme elaborate
from may 8th to june 15th. the following occurs/must be done etc:
- calculus test x4 - gr8 orientation prep - crepes day for stephen lewis foundation event/organizing - mothers day - coffee house - prom - english oral presentation - english essay - hamlet essay - bio presentation - fundraisers & events x888345 - bio tests x123908925 - hamlet test x2 - personal journal - english blurb thingy - french hw x1009409234 - study x6666666666 - exams x4
isn't that just lovely? i mean really. its like an ultra long to do list that will never ever end. i may put off blogging/facebook/twitter [ie the works] until june 16 :P
maybe. actually. how about less facebook & twitter but blog now & thn about my ultra not sexy life ouais?
hmm what else is new in le life.
i saw wolverine bee-tee-double u
it was fantabulous; i've never thought hugh jackman as sexy. but the long shot of him on those rockies in the smexy pajama pants. yummee seriously. also, one scene a cute twinkle in the eye shined through. *sigh*
yay! i'm excited for crepes day XDXD
at school the frenchies :P organize this crepes day in support of the stephen lewis foundation. its tres nice! we make crepes and bring toppings and ppl buy them and eat 'em. its a day of so much fun and excitement. this years theme. i'm thinking parisian cafe?! pink and black :D
yay! so much fun.
im thinking of doing that thingie that shlebie babe did. the collage. we'll see =P
you'll also read her blog below about something that made our week. it was orgasmic. seriously!!
i'll ttyl lovelies
lurve,
fatima
p.s
dear dan clark + alex haffenden,
we appreciate you from the bottom of our faces too.
yours,
shelby + fatima
This is for Alex aka. Haffa001
HELLO Everyone it is Shelby here... I would like to say something amazing I listened to that just made my day... on Slapdashfm Episode 4.5 Alex and Daniel plugged us! :D This honestly made my week... I believe Daniel's exact words were "we would like to plug this blog massively in the face"
I just got an eyebrow brush stuck up my sleeve so excuse for a minute while I get that out... there :)
So Yipee!! Thank you for making mine and Tom's week... and we would both like to say that we absolutely LOVE your videos/radio show in the UTERUS! :)
Ps: Since Alex seemed to feel left out that we hadn't mentioned him in our blog... This post is for him...
http://www.youtube.com/user/Haffa001
He's lovely so go leave beautiful comments for him! :)
That's all I have to say,
~Alex&Dan stalker signing out :P
I'm not actually... that's creepy.
Well perhaps a tiny bit of a stalker... <3
Shelby
I just got an eyebrow brush stuck up my sleeve so excuse for a minute while I get that out... there :)
So Yipee!! Thank you for making mine and Tom's week... and we would both like to say that we absolutely LOVE your videos/radio show in the UTERUS! :)
Ps: Since Alex seemed to feel left out that we hadn't mentioned him in our blog... This post is for him...
http://www.youtube.com/user/Haffa001
He's lovely so go leave beautiful comments for him! :)
That's all I have to say,
~Alex&Dan stalker signing out :P
I'm not actually... that's creepy.
Well perhaps a tiny bit of a stalker... <3
Shelby
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Shelby is Alive!
Hello, it is me. Hope you are all keeping well... Just wanted to post something that I stole from Johnny (http://www.johnnydurham.com/) and I think turned out quite well.. Try it yourself :)
DIRECTIONS:
- Go to Google image search.- Type in your answer to each question.- Choose a picture from the first page.- Use this website (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php) to make your collage.
QUESTIONS:
1. What is your name?
- Go to Google image search.- Type in your answer to each question.- Choose a picture from the first page.- Use this website (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php) to make your collage.
QUESTIONS:
1. What is your name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What is your hometown?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. What is your favorite movie?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What is one word to describe yourself?
10. How are you feeling right now?
11. What do you love most in the world?
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Love Shelby
Friday, May 1, 2009
WomanWomanizer- O! Womanizer
Just two things that I want to share with y'all <3
=P this is an AHmazing video. i wish i could come up with such creative genius xD
and also =D PINGS
its a longg weekend
i'm going to catch up on some hw & start a VERY long+tedious english project =P && attempt a french essay. exciting stuff. but i'm SO glad for this fabulousness & hopefully rest-filled weekend =P
hope u have an AWESOME friday nite + even more awesome weekend dearies
lurve tonstonstons,
fatima
p.s oooh and since i had time on my hands; i watched Doubt~ Meryl Streep & all... i can't say i loved it. i didn't particularly like amy adams character =P or father flynn or sister aloysius... its not even that; i just had an urge to fast forward throughout it all- to know if any of it was true/not true etc. i guess that may be a good thing? i am impatient but still... ANYWAY i think its DEF worth a watch.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Homer Simpson
lmao. some rando called our house and left a mssg saying "as homer simpson would say: you are gay" xD my mum is like 'oemgee who is this!' =P caller id is an amazing invention. but wtv, i'm sure its just some idiot 'prank calling'. altho if i were them i wouldn't have picked my house T_T my dad would hunt them down and eat them just cause he's like that. goodness. that was exciting...
obviously NOT.
i neeed to study for mmmaaattthhh <3
lurve,
fatima
n.b =P this was last nite T_T i really need to start posting at the momeenttt
obviously NOT.
i neeed to study for mmmaaattthhh <3
lurve,
fatima
n.b =P this was last nite T_T i really need to start posting at the momeenttt
Monday, April 27, 2009
Boxer Walk. Be There.
i was listening to 99.9 recently. and a few things came up:
a) mad dog + billie we're talking about your relationship with your doctor. and mad dog was saying how he was friends with his doctor; they'd talk for half an hour before getting to the actual check up. but thn it would turn very awkward b/c the dr would be checking his 'laffy-taffy' 'pork & beans'. xD trying to be a lil kid-friendly. kinda.
b) they had a segment about what wives/husbands keep from their spouses...& they were expecting things like 'i dont like his mother' or 'i lied about the toothpaste' or 'i overspent on my credit card'. BUT two ppl called. one person confessed that she's dating this guy BUT has been having an affair with her ex-boss + she's confused. AND this OTHER person called. and she's like 'o man; i have a secret.' and mad dog was like 'tell us.' and she's like 'i can't' and thn he's like 'well you called, so cmon tell us.' shes like 'o god. well i'm married but i'm in love with another woman.' and thn she HANGS up on them. kinda sad to see so many ppl cheating on their spouses. T_T
c) thn there was a commercial about this cancer walk/run thing. it started....
gaaah have to pee brb T_T
....kk so this woman answered the door and there was this man talking about how he needs sneakers for the run. and the woman was like, umm how about some clothing. and he's like no i need to be in my underwear, the run is for all that is downstairs. sooooo APPARENTLY in toronto there will be a walk/run wtv of [sexy?] men in their boxers in support of testicular cancer. i think that's ingenious! :P i'd go watch xD ew i'm awful.
i'm supposed to be studying for bio, doing math hw, writing a french essay & coming up with an english outline of some sort. but its obviously NOT being done. unfortunately.
i'm LAZY. i need to grow up geeez =P
*sigh* so tired nowadays...but also SO excited for highschool to end. i mean i had a fab time in gr9 + 10. but 11+12 was/is shit. way too much unnecessary stress. o well.
<3 i wish i could annotate for a living; poems, essays etc etc. it would be fabulous. i wish i could be an english/french teacher. i wish i can learn to work harder + be more motivated. i wish i could travel to places of need & help for ever and ever. i wish to have tons and tons of children that will grow up & do good in/to our world. i wish i could influence others in a positive way. *sigh*sigh* i ask for too much eh?
i'll ttyl lovelies!
lurve,
fatima
p.s SHELBY =P write a blog.
p.p.s its sad that there are no comments xD like ever.
p.p.p.s our stupid view counter is broken. its been at 810 views for 2 months. and obviously I'VE viewed it & shelbys viewed it. GAH stupid thing.
p.p.p.p.s i want a penpal that i can write letters to. i have a bunch of epals xD & i love them; but we're just msn'ing/emailing each other. :( i lost a penpals' [she's from china] email & i deleted the email that i used with her. GAH stupid stupid. i loved her too <3. who's in for a lil letter exchange?? T_T =P maybe francee or germany or spain or australia or south africa or uk somewhere etcetc <3<3
p.p.p.p.p.s i should have just continued my blog rather thn include hundreds of p.s' hehe.
a) mad dog + billie we're talking about your relationship with your doctor. and mad dog was saying how he was friends with his doctor; they'd talk for half an hour before getting to the actual check up. but thn it would turn very awkward b/c the dr would be checking his 'laffy-taffy' 'pork & beans'. xD trying to be a lil kid-friendly. kinda.
b) they had a segment about what wives/husbands keep from their spouses...& they were expecting things like 'i dont like his mother' or 'i lied about the toothpaste' or 'i overspent on my credit card'. BUT two ppl called. one person confessed that she's dating this guy BUT has been having an affair with her ex-boss + she's confused. AND this OTHER person called. and she's like 'o man; i have a secret.' and mad dog was like 'tell us.' and she's like 'i can't' and thn he's like 'well you called, so cmon tell us.' shes like 'o god. well i'm married but i'm in love with another woman.' and thn she HANGS up on them. kinda sad to see so many ppl cheating on their spouses. T_T
c) thn there was a commercial about this cancer walk/run thing. it started....
gaaah have to pee brb T_T
....kk so this woman answered the door and there was this man talking about how he needs sneakers for the run. and the woman was like, umm how about some clothing. and he's like no i need to be in my underwear, the run is for all that is downstairs. sooooo APPARENTLY in toronto there will be a walk/run wtv of [sexy?] men in their boxers in support of testicular cancer. i think that's ingenious! :P i'd go watch xD ew i'm awful.
i'm supposed to be studying for bio, doing math hw, writing a french essay & coming up with an english outline of some sort. but its obviously NOT being done. unfortunately.
i'm LAZY. i need to grow up geeez =P
*sigh* so tired nowadays...but also SO excited for highschool to end. i mean i had a fab time in gr9 + 10. but 11+12 was/is shit. way too much unnecessary stress. o well.
<3 i wish i could annotate for a living; poems, essays etc etc. it would be fabulous. i wish i could be an english/french teacher. i wish i can learn to work harder + be more motivated. i wish i could travel to places of need & help for ever and ever. i wish to have tons and tons of children that will grow up & do good in/to our world. i wish i could influence others in a positive way. *sigh*sigh* i ask for too much eh?
i'll ttyl lovelies!
lurve,
fatima
p.s SHELBY =P write a blog.
p.p.s its sad that there are no comments xD like ever.
p.p.p.s our stupid view counter is broken. its been at 810 views for 2 months. and obviously I'VE viewed it & shelbys viewed it. GAH stupid thing.
p.p.p.p.s i want a penpal that i can write letters to. i have a bunch of epals xD & i love them; but we're just msn'ing/emailing each other. :( i lost a penpals' [she's from china] email & i deleted the email that i used with her. GAH stupid stupid. i loved her too <3. who's in for a lil letter exchange?? T_T =P maybe francee or germany or spain or australia or south africa or uk somewhere etcetc <3<3
p.p.p.p.p.s i should have just continued my blog rather thn include hundreds of p.s' hehe.
n.b i was gonna post this last nite. but i forgot :P so voila xD
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Cute Reptiles?
i was stalking a friend of a friend of a friend on facebook. she went to an exotic pet expo thingymajig. and i liked these pictures. so i stole them :\ =P & decided to share them
v----these are geckos apparently ---^
v---these are chameleons---^
and these sexy beasts are baby bearded dragons
:P aren't they cute.
anyway, nothing new has happened/is happening.
i had a really nice cappuccino last nite; i intend on asking my mum for more xD
kinda bored. i have tons of hw T_T lovely.
tata =P
tons of love<3
fatima
p.s dont forget twitter i update that oftennn
and i think shelby updates dailybooth more thn her twitter
<3
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Tarot Cards
its 11:16pm, but i'll prolly post this tomoro morning...
i forgot to give samina her tarot cards T_T amongst other things
WHICH I WILL BRING TOMORO I PROMISE; i tied it to my backpack
anyway...so tarot cards. they're interesting. i know that you can relate the description to anything, i know that. i know that its vague enough that it CAN be anything. but *sigh* it just TOTALLY relates.
i'll just share my outcome for card 9 [inner emotions: What fears the Questioner? What does the Questioner secretly wish for? This card divulges the hidden desires and attitudes of the Questioner, as well as upcoming changes in the Questioner's perspective.] and card 10 [final result: this card reveals the ultimate outcome of the situation if events continue in their present course, based on the influences described by the other cards in the spread.]
sooo.... card 9 i got the three of swords; and for card 10 i got XXI The World, but reversed.
three of swords--> three swords in the heart warn of heartbreak, adultery, and infidelity. you need to communicate with a loved one. be sure to take care of health matters.
XXI the world [reversed]--> success may be delayed. you re not quite there yet. time to filter out imperfections and refine your vision.
i thought that was rather exciting T_T
*sigh* i've done my future with different questions like 50 times...and they've all pretty much said the same thing 'you have a fucked up present and near future, but if you're just, patient etc. you will succeed in the end. which SUCKS because my life at the moment is at like the lowest peak ever <_<
i forgot to give samina her tarot cards T_T amongst other things
WHICH I WILL BRING TOMORO I PROMISE; i tied it to my backpack
anyway...so tarot cards. they're interesting. i know that you can relate the description to anything, i know that. i know that its vague enough that it CAN be anything. but *sigh* it just TOTALLY relates.
i'll just share my outcome for card 9 [inner emotions: What fears the Questioner? What does the Questioner secretly wish for? This card divulges the hidden desires and attitudes of the Questioner, as well as upcoming changes in the Questioner's perspective.] and card 10 [final result: this card reveals the ultimate outcome of the situation if events continue in their present course, based on the influences described by the other cards in the spread.]
sooo.... card 9 i got the three of swords; and for card 10 i got XXI The World, but reversed.
three of swords--> three swords in the heart warn of heartbreak, adultery, and infidelity. you need to communicate with a loved one. be sure to take care of health matters.
XXI the world [reversed]--> success may be delayed. you re not quite there yet. time to filter out imperfections and refine your vision.
i thought that was rather exciting T_T
*sigh* i've done my future with different questions like 50 times...and they've all pretty much said the same thing 'you have a fucked up present and near future, but if you're just, patient etc. you will succeed in the end. which SUCKS because my life at the moment is at like the lowest peak ever <_<
srry i'm just kinda poopy. my dad is REALLY getting to me. i mean yes i know i'm a failure, its not hard to figure out T_T i mean geez, i try to be honest to myself. but i mean, i'd like it if my family supported me; even if i am a dumbass. gaahh maybe they'll change. i want to be mad at everyone, but something in my stupid head makes me forgive them and help them and wtv. which i guess is good, but not really cause i just repress wtv feelings i have and try to replace them with lovely feelings. its like at school, people look at me and think 'oo talkative, loud, happy fatima.' it is technically true, but i mean that's ONLY what people see; no one sees a dying soul of dyingness [yes i know poetic -.-] lmao no i mean, i wish people asked how i was, even if i do respond with 'great' or 'awesome' or 'goody' or wtv... its just nice to know that someone cares :P
lol -.-' i sound so pitiful its crazy. but *sigh* i need my parents to grow up and my siblings to learn the right things in life. but unfortunately none of them are going to change anytime soon, which SUCKS b/c i love them too much; and if they're horrible individuals other people won't be able to love them like i do. altho they may change in front of other people? so people may still like them. i dunno.
i just no that i'm the type of person that just doesn't show anything to anybody 'cause there's no point.
there will always be other people that are worse off. and i have to be thankful, ALWAYS. but gosh its hard.
lurve,
fatima
p.s yea, i should be finishing bio + math. or i may just do it tomoro morning after/before posting the blog [since i dont feel like connecting and logging in and editing this post at the moment]
p.p.s i'm going to bed i hope everyone had a lovely, dream-filled slumber!
Note: I ended up posting it afterschool xD i was toooo lazy to get up early + i had to finish some hw
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