Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Homer Simpson

lmao. some rando called our house and left a mssg saying "as homer simpson would say: you are gay" xD my mum is like 'oemgee who is this!' =P caller id is an amazing invention. but wtv, i'm sure its just some idiot 'prank calling'. altho if i were them i wouldn't have picked my house T_T my dad would hunt them down and eat them just cause he's like that. goodness. that was exciting...
obviously NOT.
i neeed to study for mmmaaattthhh <3

lurve,
fatima

n.b =P this was last nite T_T i really need to start posting at the momeenttt

Monday, April 27, 2009

Boxer Walk. Be There.

i was listening to 99.9 recently. and a few things came up:

a) mad dog + billie we're talking about your relationship with your doctor. and mad dog was saying how he was friends with his doctor; they'd talk for half an hour before getting to the actual check up. but thn it would turn very awkward b/c the dr would be checking his 'laffy-taffy' 'pork & beans'. xD trying to be a lil kid-friendly. kinda.

b) they had a segment about what wives/husbands keep from their spouses...& they were expecting things like 'i dont like his mother' or 'i lied about the toothpaste' or 'i overspent on my credit card'. BUT two ppl called. one person confessed that she's dating this guy BUT has been having an affair with her ex-boss + she's confused. AND this OTHER person called. and she's like 'o man; i have a secret.' and mad dog was like 'tell us.' and she's like 'i can't' and thn he's like 'well you called, so cmon tell us.' shes like 'o god. well i'm married but i'm in love with another woman.' and thn she HANGS up on them. kinda sad to see so many ppl cheating on their spouses. T_T

c) thn there was a commercial about this cancer walk/run thing. it started....
gaaah have to pee brb T_T
....kk so this woman answered the door and there was this man talking about how he needs sneakers for the run. and the woman was like, umm how about some clothing. and he's like no i need to be in my underwear, the run is for all that is downstairs. sooooo APPARENTLY in toronto there will be a walk/run wtv of [sexy?] men in their boxers in support of testicular cancer. i think that's ingenious! :P i'd go watch xD ew i'm awful.


i'm supposed to be studying for bio, doing math hw, writing a french essay & coming up with an english outline of some sort. but its obviously NOT being done. unfortunately.

i'm LAZY. i need to grow up geeez =P
*sigh* so tired nowadays...but also SO excited for highschool to end. i mean i had a fab time in gr9 + 10. but 11+12 was/is shit. way too much unnecessary stress. o well.
<3 i wish i could annotate for a living; poems, essays etc etc. it would be fabulous. i wish i could be an english/french teacher. i wish i can learn to work harder + be more motivated. i wish i could travel to places of need & help for ever and ever. i wish to have tons and tons of children that will grow up & do good in/to our world. i wish i could influence others in a positive way. *sigh*sigh* i ask for too much eh?
i'll ttyl lovelies!


lurve,

fatima

p.s SHELBY =P write a blog.
p.p.s its sad that there are no comments xD like ever.
p.p.p.s our stupid view counter is broken. its been at 810 views for 2 months. and obviously I'VE viewed it & shelbys viewed it. GAH stupid thing.
p.p.p.p.s i want a penpal that i can write letters to. i have a bunch of epals xD & i love them; but we're just msn'ing/emailing each other. :( i lost a penpals' [she's from china] email & i deleted the email that i used with her. GAH stupid stupid. i loved her too <3. who's in for a lil letter exchange?? T_T =P maybe francee or germany or spain or australia or south africa or uk somewhere etcetc <3<3
p.p.p.p.p.s i should have just continued my blog rather thn include hundreds of p.s' hehe.


n.b i was gonna post this last nite. but i forgot :P so voila xD

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Cute Reptiles?

i was stalking a friend of a friend of a friend on facebook. she went to an exotic pet expo thingymajig. and i liked these pictures. so i stole them :\ =P & decided to share them

v----these are geckos apparently ---^

v---these are chameleons---^

and these sexy beasts are baby bearded dragons


:P aren't they cute.
anyway, nothing new has happened/is happening.
i had a really nice cappuccino last nite; i intend on asking my mum for more xD
kinda bored. i have tons of hw T_T lovely.
tata =P

tons of love<3
fatima

p.s dont forget twitter i update that oftennn
and i think shelby updates dailybooth more thn her twitter
<3

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Tarot Cards

its 11:16pm, but i'll prolly post this tomoro morning...
i forgot to give samina her tarot cards T_T amongst other things
WHICH I WILL BRING TOMORO I PROMISE; i tied it to my backpack

anyway...so tarot cards. they're interesting. i know that you can relate the description to anything, i know that. i know that its vague enough that it CAN be anything. but *sigh* it just TOTALLY relates.

i'll just share my outcome for card 9 [inner emotions: What fears the Questioner? What does the Questioner secretly wish for? This card divulges the hidden desires and attitudes of the Questioner, as well as upcoming changes in the Questioner's perspective.] and card 10 [final result: this card reveals the ultimate outcome of the situation if events continue in their present course, based on the influences described by the other cards in the spread.]
sooo.... card 9 i got the three of swords; and for card 10 i got XXI The World, but reversed.

three of swords--> three swords in the heart warn of heartbreak, adultery, and infidelity. you need to communicate with a loved one. be sure to take care of health matters.
XXI the world [reversed]--> success may be delayed. you re not quite there yet. time to filter out imperfections and refine your vision.

i thought that was rather exciting T_T
*sigh* i've done my future with different questions like 50 times...and they've all pretty much said the same thing 'you have a fucked up present and near future, but if you're just, patient etc. you will succeed in the end. which SUCKS because my life at the moment is at like the lowest peak ever <_< 
srry i'm just kinda poopy. my dad is REALLY getting to me. i mean yes i know i'm a failure, its not hard to figure out T_T i mean geez, i try to be honest to myself. but i mean, i'd like it if my family supported me; even if i am a dumbass. gaahh maybe they'll change. i want to be mad at everyone, but something in my stupid head makes me forgive them and help them and wtv. which i guess is good, but not really cause i just repress wtv feelings i have and try to replace them with lovely feelings. its like at school, people look at me and think 'oo talkative, loud, happy fatima.' it is technically true, but i mean that's ONLY what people see; no one sees a dying soul of dyingness [yes i know poetic -.-] lmao no i mean, i wish people asked how i was, even if i do respond with 'great' or 'awesome' or 'goody' or wtv... its just nice to know that someone cares :P 
lol -.-' i sound so pitiful its crazy. but *sigh* i need my parents to grow up and my siblings to learn the right things in life. but unfortunately none of them are going to change anytime soon, which SUCKS b/c i love them too much; and if they're horrible individuals other people won't be able to love them like i do. altho they may change in front of other people? so people may still like them. i dunno.
 i just no that i'm the type of person that just doesn't show anything to anybody 'cause there's no point. 
there will always be other people that are worse off. and i have to be thankful, ALWAYS. but gosh its hard. 

lurve, 
fatima 

p.s yea, i should be finishing bio + math. or i may just do it tomoro morning after/before posting the blog [since i dont feel like connecting and logging in and editing this post at the moment] 
p.p.s i'm going to bed i hope everyone had a lovely, dream-filled slumber!

Note: I ended up posting it afterschool xD i was toooo lazy to get up early + i had to finish some hw

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Sing-A-Long

hey readers!

i had the weirdest dream that i just woke up from.
i was sitting in a singing circle with a bunch of people that included, rebecca c, jeffery b, my mum, my lil sis and bro, this country singer, this old indian guy, weird nerds, damien f, bushra h, wasifa k, andrew b, sophie l, a lil girl, and some other people that i don't remember. anyway T_T i'm weird i know. but we were just sitting around in a circle and we took turns going into the circle to sing individually. xD jeff sang the ABCs in like a husky man voice, my mum sang some country song while i played guitar, the indian guy said he just wanted to observe but did math throughout the whole thing, bushra and wasifa we're dancing around singing this weird asian song, and damien was singing some weird old song from the middle ages about jokers kings and queens. and the rest of the people i didn't get too because my sister woke me up. i just had to write this down xD before i forget.
maaannn T_T :P

anyway :) i hope you're all doing well. i'm okeydokey, kinda tired; not really physically, but internally? my soul? just something inside of me i guess. *sigh* schools almost over thankfully; i may be going to libya in the summer :D i'm excited. i was thinking about working & finding a job, but know that my dad wants us to go see family~ even if its not for sure~ makes me hesitate in find a job that i may have to quit. other thn that, i have A LOT of huge projects due in the next 3 weeks that are going to leave me sleep deprived. plus i have to work really hard in pushing my math mark up. :S tis poopiness but i'm going to try!

take care!! <3 and have a good weekend.
lurve,
fatima