Reason To Believe

Just writing a quick blog to say that you probably will not hear from Tom or I for awhile... I think I can speak for both of us and say that life is absolutely horrible. We are both pretty much failing school which just isn't even possible because she's trying to get into med and I into engineering, so failing school just isn't an option. Plus on my side meh things are just screwed so ya not going to explain much more cause idk who reads this...blargh anyways basically life is just meh. I'm really depressed lately and just doing nothing literally nothing. Not eating alot, not sleeping, not doing homework, not playing computer games, not talking that much on msn...just literally nothing like I think i'm just sitting being upset and the time goes by. Basically just spending time reading lame teenage girl romance novels and watching sappy movies about forbidden love and all that poop. I'm pathetic pretty much. No motivation just plotting through life waiting...for what idk ...life is just a huge wait...waiting til school ends....waiting till bed time...waiting till friday and the weekend...waiting for summer break...waiting to finish high school....waiting, waiting, waiting...for what? To die I guess meh this is horrible I'm sorry I'm a very depressing person most of the time especially right now. Well on a brighter note I decided for a brief moment I should stop sulking around and feeling sorry for myself and I made a card for an elderly lady I knew for a short while about a year ago who I recently heard was extremely ill and on her death bed so I made her this card and I'll mail it off tomorrow. Thinking of someone other than myself did help alot :) But tomorrow will be back to depression and harming the environment with my excessive use of tissues. Anyways here's a picture of the card I made...


Bye ~ Shelby

Failure.

*sigh* we got grades for first semester today

and i'm so so so disappointed with myself.
i was practical sure of some exams, sure that i did well and that my mark wouldn't be a total failure.
but unfortunately *sigh*

so ya, next semester is going to be an ass <_<
i'm taking an online and an upgrade course hopefully
+ bio/calc/eng/fr

*sigh*
i am a complete failure

why o why o why do i want to be a pediatrician?!
i mean i seriously need to be the best of the best to get into health sciences
and i'm not
at all.

i try not to post overly depressing blogs, since you lovely non-existing readers don't need to be overly depressed :P
haa no <_<

i'll ttyl :) my time on the computer at the library is overrr

lurve,
fatima

p.s if you see a hobo near the tim hortons + library - its prolly me -_-'

Debating whether to post this on blog or facebook.... blog won?:P

***I used the name Sops :P just incase...Teehee and this was an msn conversation we had a week or so ago about my cats (see photo above) .
Sops says (7:05 PM):
wait
Sops says (7:05 PM):
are they castrated??
Shelby says (7:05 PM):
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
Shelby says (7:05 PM):
carey is:P?
Sops says (7:05 PM):
:P oh ok
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
y
Sops says (7:06 PM):
THE OTHER ISNT?
Sops says (7:06 PM):
they arent supposed to be humpy if they are
Sops says (7:06 PM):
carey is the one on top? ^o)
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
wait how can they be castrated :P
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
because doesn't he need his penis to pee
Sops says (7:06 PM):
:P its not his penis
Sops says (7:06 PM):
its his testicles
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
:..(
Sops says (7:06 PM):
LOL
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
k ya he is
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
:..(
Sops says (7:06 PM):
:P
Shelby says (7:06 PM):
toby isnt tho
Sops says (7:07 PM):
erm and toby is the victim?
Shelby says (7:07 PM):
yes
Shelby says (7:07 PM):
the orgasm face
Sops says (7:07 PM):
see
Sops says (7:07 PM):
your cats
Sops says (7:07 PM):
are horny little furballs
Shelby says (7:07 PM):
:..(
Sops says (7:07 PM):
SEE they are
Sops says (7:08 PM):
carey isn't able to cum so why does he hump
Sops says (7:08 PM):
thats weird
Sops says (7:08 PM):
hmm
Shelby says (7:08 PM):
:..(

<3 Shelby

Time Waster

So for anyone who knows me they will know that I am the Queen of time wasting... which is nothing to be proud of I'm completely aware of that. But since exams are finished and we get the week off wasting my life away isn't as much of a crime as it usually is...So I thought I would share my new favourite site to waste time on ;) Even though Sops with his expensive new guitar hero complete with the drum set and all his other nerdy video games makes fun of this site!:P I like it....www.arcadevoid.com

I think the game Pizza King is my favourite.. it's so me ?:P TeeHee

~ Shelby ~

Rather Creative...

HAhaa :) omgosh i think i've fell in love...
with this commercial xD


Get It On!

its amazing
*sigh* how do you add the actual video on here?
well if you have the time :) click on the link
its amazing

ooo & i'll try to start this twitter thingy :P
but i'm not exactly one who remembers to update things xD so we'll see :P

:) i'll ttyl lovely "readers" haa

lurve,
fatima