OLIVEYOU heyyy :)
it's been a while, and i feel bad :\
lemme recap a lil?
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY NEW YEAR
... what else?! ahaha
HAPPY TERM TWO [all you school go'ers]
HAPPY SUPERBOWL SUNDAY
almost happy valentine's day :)
do you know. that i adore valentine's day.
people assume it's just for couples xD but i think its just LOVE in general
okeyyy. im procrastinating :( i should be doing chem.
i'll come back to this blog xD and continue writing
*sigh* we've been so busy with school it sucks poop.
but i'll be back! reading week is next week :D so i WILL have time
lots and lots and lots of love,
fatima
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Understanding the Facts is the Key to Fighting Prejudice & Protecting Yourself and Others
it's
WORLD AIDS DAY
today
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Tits & Ass [guys are INSANE]
Hiii [story time + pictures]
it's me fatima =]
it's me fatima =]EID MUBARAK btw :)
i hope everyone who's celebrating had a fabfab eid!
my uncle+fam came to visit
my dad = piece of poop as per usual
*sigh*
o well xD
my brother is the cutest thing in the world!
he's growing up though...
I had to buy him a men's small shirt today from TH
he's getting OLD DAMNIT
i feel so wrinkly
like i swear JUST NOW something sagged
*sob*
neanderthals
neandertals
wtv way you wish to spell it
but in the end, they are the stupid human ancestor piece of shit that i had to write a freaking report on
im in science damnit, im not supposed to write PAPERS
but it had to be done
and i handed it in
so not taking a humanites course ever again...
unless its like history
okey i fail.
cookie monster
cookEH monster
i love him ^_^
these are mai babehs
oliver the puppeh
and cookeh monstah
eeee so cute.
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i got bored one day and decided to go on dailymakeover.com
ignore my eyeballs
they screwed it up
i look blind or diseased or something
overall tho; i look weird.
just proves that i should nevah wear makeup XD
hmmm maybe i'll do this in a bit 'cause im so bored....
[another time waster, potential option when im bored]
[which is often]
ima look at wedding dresses.
altho my friend wasifa thinks thats creepy
and unnecessary atm considering our circumstances
ie no bf let alone fiance let alone marriage...
but i like this dress anyway :)
its fairytale'ish
last but not least
the ULTIMATE time waster
omgpop.com
seriously
don't go on it
or make an account
you'll be stuck in their trap
for a very very long time....
its not healthy
and you have better things to do
okey! random story which was not really a story is done
the end.
now go away =]
i hope everyone who's celebrating had a fabfab eid!
my uncle+fam came to visit
my dad = piece of poop as per usual
*sigh*
o well xD
my brother is the cutest thing in the world!
he's growing up though...
I had to buy him a men's small shirt today from TH
he's getting OLD DAMNIT
i feel so wrinkly
like i swear JUST NOW something sagged
*sob*
neanderthalsneandertals
wtv way you wish to spell it
but in the end, they are the stupid human ancestor piece of shit that i had to write a freaking report on
im in science damnit, im not supposed to write PAPERS
but it had to be done
and i handed it in
so not taking a humanites course ever again...
unless its like history
okey i fail.
cookie monstercookEH monster
i love him ^_^
these are mai babehsoliver the puppeh
and cookeh monstah
eeee so cute.
.jpg)
.jpg)
i got bored one day and decided to go on dailymakeover.comignore my eyeballs
they screwed it up
i look blind or diseased or something
overall tho; i look weird.
just proves that i should nevah wear makeup XD
hmmm maybe i'll do this in a bit 'cause im so bored....
[another time waster, potential option when im bored][which is often]
ima look at wedding dresses.
altho my friend wasifa thinks thats creepy
and unnecessary atm considering our circumstances
ie no bf let alone fiance let alone marriage...
but i like this dress anyway :)
its fairytale'ish
last but not leastthe ULTIMATE time waster
omgpop.com
seriously
don't go on it
or make an account
you'll be stuck in their trap
for a very very long time....
its not healthy
and you have better things to do
okey! random story which was not really a story is done
the end.
now go away =]
lurve,
fatima
fatima
p.s wrt to my title... xD
apparently guys look for that in girls first
altho our smile is close!!
all is not lost girlies *heart*
apparently guys look for that in girls first
altho our smile is close!!
all is not lost girlies *heart*
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Title = Link To Interesting Article
heyy!!
I think Shelby and I have taken to blogging once every month xD
It's sad.
But we ARE sorry. :)
First I'll give y'all an update on life in general thn I'll talk about something different and potentially interesting :P
Fatima's Story [so far]
Term 1 of uni is ending super soon, like 2 more weeks of classes thn 2 weeks of exams thn DONE. It's intense. I'm not doing too well in some of my classes [ie chem and psych] but hopefully I can ace the exams, since it IS worth a fair bit. I won't get an A tho xD potentially just a B prolly. Everything else; anthro, linguistics, and bio = fabfab, which is good! I like learning and acquiring knowledge, I just wish I had more time to learn. I feel like the world is impatient xD and its just like 'WTF fatima get on with it, comeoncomeoncomeoncomeon.' It's getting annoying. hmmm what else. I haven't really made that many new friends, just a handful max; altho its prolly 'cause I love my old friends too much xD and potentially cling on to them 'cause im scared they'll fly away. lol. My friends are so fabulous, everybody should be jealous. I've decided that I want to major in Biochemistry, it sounds super interesting! I also need to find a job for the summer, there's one guy who's willing to take me xD but it'll depend on whether I do well in school or not, and its not looking too bright :P OOOOOoooo! AND, there is this fabulously cute guy at school xD [yes i fail, but don't tell me you didn't see this coming] HOWEVER, i'm slowly 'not liking him', the more i stalk/run into him, the more stupid he seems XD and i'm sorry if that sounds mean, but i value intelligence, and envy/love people who ARE intelligent. so ya... it's too bad. XD lmao
I think that's it... if anybody still reads this blog [ie no one xD] just post questions in the comments and what not.
Ima do something from 'One-Minute Writer' cause I feel like it. Maybe I'll do a few...
Fairy tales have many common character-types: princes, princesses, witches, fairies, ogres, giants, etc. What character would you like to be?
I would want to be a white witch, who makes pretty potions and helps people. Hmm actually I want to be a white witch who happens to be a princess.... xD so I can end up with un prince charmant.
Imagine you have hired a skywriter. What message will the plane "write" on the sky, and where will it fly?
It would say 'I LOVE YOU' and it would fly all over the world and hopefully every single person will see it and know that I love them [appropriately]!
Describe a work of art you would like to create, if you had unlimited time, talent, and resources.
One person wrote for this 'Children' and I SO AGREE. If I could create something, it'd be kids :) xD so creepy. but really really I can/can't wait to be a mum either with my own children or adopted ones; doesn't matter.
I think Shelby and I have taken to blogging once every month xD
It's sad.
But we ARE sorry. :)
First I'll give y'all an update on life in general thn I'll talk about something different and potentially interesting :P
Fatima's Story [so far]
Term 1 of uni is ending super soon, like 2 more weeks of classes thn 2 weeks of exams thn DONE. It's intense. I'm not doing too well in some of my classes [ie chem and psych] but hopefully I can ace the exams, since it IS worth a fair bit. I won't get an A tho xD potentially just a B prolly. Everything else; anthro, linguistics, and bio = fabfab, which is good! I like learning and acquiring knowledge, I just wish I had more time to learn. I feel like the world is impatient xD and its just like 'WTF fatima get on with it, comeoncomeoncomeoncomeon.' It's getting annoying. hmmm what else. I haven't really made that many new friends, just a handful max; altho its prolly 'cause I love my old friends too much xD and potentially cling on to them 'cause im scared they'll fly away. lol. My friends are so fabulous, everybody should be jealous. I've decided that I want to major in Biochemistry, it sounds super interesting! I also need to find a job for the summer, there's one guy who's willing to take me xD but it'll depend on whether I do well in school or not, and its not looking too bright :P OOOOOoooo! AND, there is this fabulously cute guy at school xD [yes i fail, but don't tell me you didn't see this coming] HOWEVER, i'm slowly 'not liking him', the more i stalk/run into him, the more stupid he seems XD and i'm sorry if that sounds mean, but i value intelligence, and envy/love people who ARE intelligent. so ya... it's too bad. XD lmao
I think that's it... if anybody still reads this blog [ie no one xD] just post questions in the comments and what not.
Ima do something from 'One-Minute Writer' cause I feel like it. Maybe I'll do a few...
Fairy tales have many common character-types: princes, princesses, witches, fairies, ogres, giants, etc. What character would you like to be?
I would want to be a white witch, who makes pretty potions and helps people. Hmm actually I want to be a white witch who happens to be a princess.... xD so I can end up with un prince charmant.
Imagine you have hired a skywriter. What message will the plane "write" on the sky, and where will it fly?
It would say 'I LOVE YOU' and it would fly all over the world and hopefully every single person will see it and know that I love them [appropriately]!
Describe a work of art you would like to create, if you had unlimited time, talent, and resources.
One person wrote for this 'Children' and I SO AGREE. If I could create something, it'd be kids :) xD so creepy. but really really I can/can't wait to be a mum either with my own children or adopted ones; doesn't matter.
Ookeyy. I think that's enough.
i will try to write more often :)
lurve,
fatima
p.s if you didn't get it, the title is a link to an interesting article that you should read ^^
i will try to write more often :)
lurve,
fatima
p.s if you didn't get it, the title is a link to an interesting article that you should read ^^
Friday, October 16, 2009
Love from Shelby
Hey everybody,
So last time I wrote it really sucked to put it nicely. I wasn't doing so well and depressed and feeling poopish. Since then I've moved out on my own for university. Living off campus with a lovely lady. Life is getting better, but I really have to work at it. I'm still very lonely, sad and unhappy but things are getting better. And atleast I'm not depressed anymore, I have alot I'm grateful for now :) I live in a really beautiful city and I'm absolutely loving the university and course I'm in. So things do get better they just don't seem to come so easily. Which I guess is better, I wouldn't want to be like those people who have everything and don't work for it. But it's tough. I feel like I've grown up overnight; I knew I would. The thing about me is that I was always grown up in the mature 'mental' sense just I wasn't independent but people relate that with maturity and growing up. So now my psychological maturity matches my independence. Ha if that makes sense.
I've been listening to this song non-stop all day :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZoNBngAnM
And a bunch of other country songs. I know alot of people don't like country but to be honest I find country artists are alot of the most talented people. And most of them write their own music or also play instruments. They just have a way with words and with expressing themselves in a language that no other music I have listened to does. Other music is fun but it isn't soulful it doesn't tell a story. And has anyone noticed that like 100% of other music is about girl/boy love where as about like 60% of country is and the other is songs about tons of different and unique subjects. I really love it; when everything else in life seems meaningless and empty just listen to country music. Honestly I love Martina McBride anyways but that song just warms my heart and brings tears to my eyes, it's everything I think about just summed into a song... don't we all want someone ... "you're the dream that I've been chasing... you're a standing ovation after years of waiting for a chance to finally shine" Like honestly just words for the soul.
I realized the only time, only time ever that my mind is not madly racing with thoughts aobut analyzing everything in the entire world... the only time is when i'm listening to music like this... That must be why I love music so much... time stops for me. I've always had this serious annoyance of thinking 25/8 honestly it's no wonder my mind doesn't explode with the amount of things going on in it. I never don't think about anything. it's really messed up because it doesn't sound annoying but really I don't think most people are actually analyzing things every second of the day. But my stupid mind just works like that :P I'm a thinker and I can't help it.
Anyways this is a very messy blog but oh well... that's how my mind works.
Haha just on a funny note:
I was walking home alone about 11 last night and it's quite sketchy I must admit. Especially for me a country girl, to be walking alone in a city. So I pulled out my cell phone and had a fake phone conversation for 45 minutes and I put on a completely fake english accent. I know it sounds so pathetic but the funnest thing ever!!! So I highly recommend that you try it because it is way too much fun. By the end of the 45 minutes I had like the awesomest english accent perfected. And I was getting sooo many looks from people haha it was amazing :P
Lots of love, I'll check in soon <3
Toodle-loo
~The Shelby I've always wanted to be~ (if that makes sense;)
So last time I wrote it really sucked to put it nicely. I wasn't doing so well and depressed and feeling poopish. Since then I've moved out on my own for university. Living off campus with a lovely lady. Life is getting better, but I really have to work at it. I'm still very lonely, sad and unhappy but things are getting better. And atleast I'm not depressed anymore, I have alot I'm grateful for now :) I live in a really beautiful city and I'm absolutely loving the university and course I'm in. So things do get better they just don't seem to come so easily. Which I guess is better, I wouldn't want to be like those people who have everything and don't work for it. But it's tough. I feel like I've grown up overnight; I knew I would. The thing about me is that I was always grown up in the mature 'mental' sense just I wasn't independent but people relate that with maturity and growing up. So now my psychological maturity matches my independence. Ha if that makes sense.
I've been listening to this song non-stop all day :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZoNBngAnM
And a bunch of other country songs. I know alot of people don't like country but to be honest I find country artists are alot of the most talented people. And most of them write their own music or also play instruments. They just have a way with words and with expressing themselves in a language that no other music I have listened to does. Other music is fun but it isn't soulful it doesn't tell a story. And has anyone noticed that like 100% of other music is about girl/boy love where as about like 60% of country is and the other is songs about tons of different and unique subjects. I really love it; when everything else in life seems meaningless and empty just listen to country music. Honestly I love Martina McBride anyways but that song just warms my heart and brings tears to my eyes, it's everything I think about just summed into a song... don't we all want someone ... "you're the dream that I've been chasing... you're a standing ovation after years of waiting for a chance to finally shine" Like honestly just words for the soul.
I realized the only time, only time ever that my mind is not madly racing with thoughts aobut analyzing everything in the entire world... the only time is when i'm listening to music like this... That must be why I love music so much... time stops for me. I've always had this serious annoyance of thinking 25/8 honestly it's no wonder my mind doesn't explode with the amount of things going on in it. I never don't think about anything. it's really messed up because it doesn't sound annoying but really I don't think most people are actually analyzing things every second of the day. But my stupid mind just works like that :P I'm a thinker and I can't help it.
Anyways this is a very messy blog but oh well... that's how my mind works.
Haha just on a funny note:
I was walking home alone about 11 last night and it's quite sketchy I must admit. Especially for me a country girl, to be walking alone in a city. So I pulled out my cell phone and had a fake phone conversation for 45 minutes and I put on a completely fake english accent. I know it sounds so pathetic but the funnest thing ever!!! So I highly recommend that you try it because it is way too much fun. By the end of the 45 minutes I had like the awesomest english accent perfected. And I was getting sooo many looks from people haha it was amazing :P
Lots of love, I'll check in soon <3
Toodle-loo
~The Shelby I've always wanted to be~ (if that makes sense;)
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