Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Only In This Age Do We Question Gender

:) heyyy lovely people; i haven't written in ages. its been really hectic actually...
i've had tons of tests and stuff + night school is taking up way too much of my "should be wasted" time. and family situation is kinda crap at the moment :S which sucks, but i can't let it get to me 'cause its not worth it & i just have to try to make out what i can out of this life that i have 
lmao :P i'm just trying to make myself feel better *feels better* lol

a bunch of stuff has happened so this may end up being too long :) i wont hate you if you stop reading halfway through :P

a) i hate the "right round" by: flo rida music video :P like wtf. the girls are just idiots dancing, and they're SQUIRMING :P on that turning platform. how can guys find that attractive? although these girlies are a lil more conservatively dressed thn the usual dancers i.e here <--altho i like dancing to this song :P

b) there's a girl in my school that is rather annoying. kinda bugging shelby & now moi. whenever someone says for example "o man i can't have more thn 2 children, cause giving birth will be more thn painful for me", she'd go "you think you'd be in pain giving birth, i scream when i get a paper cut." I mean, does she want us to feel sorry for her? yes i know if it's said once or twice its just a form of exaggeration, she's trying to make a point. but if EVERYTHING we do happens to her better, worse or anyway that is MORE... T_T its just frustrating. this frustration may be pointless i know, but i can feel some frustration sometimes cant i? i am only human ;) :P

c) i had a dream....it was the oddest dream ever. it actually occurred over the weekend [i just sneezed all over my screen eww] anyway its going to be long and weird :P so if you skip this :) i understand. soooo....

i was at school, with this guy named kareem [this person that went to my school, 2 years older thn me i think] and we decide to go to the uni that is down the main street. maybe a 10-15min max walk. but thn we go outside and he's like i'm taking the bus, you walk but you have to keep up with the bus. i'm like walking on an angle with this heavy backpack for some reason. anyway, he gets on the bus and i'm trying to keep up with it. stopping and running with the bus. it was weird, i wasn't even out of breath or anything. so we reach the uni and he gets off and walks ahead. i catch up to him and say "i want to go get a puppy" and he's like "sure". so we walk into the university, and thn walk out, ending up in a pet shop that looks like my room. so i pick this really cute fluffy dog, and he picks the huge not-so-fluffy dog. and i'm like on this bed that looks like my bed, playing with the fluffy dog. i get up and start telling kareem that his dog is ugly and we can't buy it. he pats my head ^o) and tells me that he'll get something in between cause its a choice that we both have to agree on or something like that. anyway, he goes away and i'm on this bed dreaming or something. he comes back with this sexy dog that was too cute :P thn kareem goes "bye" and disappears. i walk out of the pet shop, ending up on main street where the 'bigger' kardashian(sp?) sister picks me up. she thn says that she needs a ride somewhere ^o) and i go "i cant drive". so we pick up my dad to take that kardashian girl somewhere, but we drive around my neighbourhood instead. and thn we stop to look at this house that is at the start of the road where i live [its gorgeous, totally georgian and on a cliff :)] and they have like a bridge or something thats broken. so they're isolated all by themselves on the cliff..... 

and this is where my dream ends :P or rather i forget the rest. i tried my best to remember as much as i could :P so i could write it on this blog xD but (1)its not even that interesting && (2)its sooo random.

d) oyaa! gossip//gossip.... jon & kate plus 8. you know the couple from that tv show? that have 8 kids. ya, they're DIVORCING APPARENTLY. it may be for publicity of wtv, but if its for real [the lady is pretty mean but they're blaming the father i think], the poor poor kids. ALSO Martha Stewart’s dog died in freak explosion accident. w.t.h.

e) aaa i'm soorrryy!! for such an awfully long blog :P hmm what else, i was going to mention something ugh i forgets T_T
i have a bit of hw to do :) and a pse for victoria college. but other thn that :D i'm all good. i am so SO excited for march break. i am going to catch up on my sleep and study a bit so i'm all fresh for school yay!!
oooooooo && like :P this dude has (A) a reallly nice smile! and (B) really sweet eyes :)
*daydreams* lol :P naah nothing like that, but he's cute

i'm a girl i'm sorry

aaa i'll end this, gotta go have dindin but i'll update laters :) i have a lil more time [kinda] this week & next :P
tata peeople! :)

lurve,
fatima


p.s click on the title, it'll lead you to an article on msn about something to do with gender confusion

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