Saturday, January 17, 2009

The Weekend Before Exams

I had a "realization" these past few days;; many actually;; and yes it may be because of my intense philosophy studying sessions :P but no

a) i am actually an awful person; i lie sometimes when i shouldn't & so far its hurt a few valuable friendships that i would rather treasure - i have had a very pointless life, or rather i haven't done anything of value towards my family, friends and world; i think once i have done something meaningful thn maybe this point can be void - i judge people without knowing them rather quickly, and its sad because i obviously don't want someone to do that to me but i still comment on an action or something they've done and i make this retarded assumption, for all i know they could be the nicest person ever -_-'

b) the world is actually the worst place ever - the general population tries to ignore what's going on in the world, and yes i know that the media/society/gov are the ones slightly at fault since they tend to censor the truth about a variety of things, but seriously why doesn't anybody give a damn about people starving, poor, dying....? i mean, we go through all the trouble discriminating against people with dif skin colour, religion, sexuality, gender... the list could go on;; i know it would be kinda weird living in a utopia BUT respect is key;; i mean if we respected each other we wouldn't really have these problems. there still would be the whole poopiness about land, money and whatever; but that's just fighting for power for a material thing that ACTUALLY DOESNT MATTER. for example: i want to grow up, and yes i do want to make enough money to live comfortably BUT if i dont have that opportunity i will manage obviously, so that means money can't be everything? cause we can be fine without, even if we still want it to make things slightly easier... i understand that money can help with other things, but i mean in general...

c) geez this is getting rather rant'like no? *sigh* another thing;; 

i think the youth of todays society aren't informed at all.
likeeee i was watching various news channels one day and came across the huge problema over at gaza. now, i knew enough to know that people were dying and that it has been this forever kind of war, BUT i didn't know enough to tell other people about it. so i went online and tried to find different opinions on the matter and i now know where i stand. but before i was just uninformed. and that's not good. seriously, kids today need to turn on the news once in a while EVEN if most of todays news
*cough*CNN*cough*
is totally biased, but at least you here about the things going on and thn you may end up looking it up online?! the world could be such an amazing place to live in if everyone actually knew what was going on in the rest of the world... and not to point fingers or anything, but the general population in the states are uninformed;; seriously from the fact that Obama is actually half-africanamerican half-caucasian to the idea that all ladies wearing hijabs are hiding this ginormous bomb under their covered clothing... GEEZ 
[btw if any of you want an easy read, the book "Does My Head Look Big In This" by: Randa Abdel-Fattah, pretty funny]
anyway, i think i'd be a much happier, less pms'ed person if i knew that the other kids in my school actually knew what was going on with whatever it is thats going on in the world


*sigh* i'm sorry for ranting lovely nonexistent readers :)
but i had the urge to waste my time when i should be studying xD
i'll see you in a week -_-' as i die a slow and painful death go google darfur, or amnesty international, or israeli-palestine conflict.... the list goes on and on unfortunately darlings and you could do learn and maybe even do something about it

lurve,
fatima

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