Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sops


Hey! :p This will be a sort of informal blog cause Im not feeling that into using good spelling and correct punctuation n all that. So anywhoo I just finished stalking Johnnydurham HAHA :P no Like he's awesome truly though so read his blog it's http://pumpkinsplat.blogspot.com/ But seeing as I have my own british lover who is ABSOLUTELY PERFECT :P I just stalk johnny for fun. Ugh I'm really frustrated cause my london/england necklace thing broke today and so now i'm quite depressed, not gonna lie. anywhoo so sry about random pics of sops aka my british lover just he's always in my thoughts so i'm bound to mention him every few sentences, please just ignore if you cant or dont read my blogs and just read toms lol. but ya so life is okay kinda sorta actually life is bad as usual but sops ugh being in love is the worst feeling ever and yes i can see people saying 'wthell how can you know what love it' and for most teenagers i'd say the same because generally speaking teenagers act like 3 yr olds, sometimes younger but i've always been alittle more mature like problems we are having now between friends i remembering solving in grade 4 hello think we'd grow up alittle since then but apparently not. anyways but ya.. :p ha do i have a big ego or what...nah not really, kinda, idk i'm a messed up person ANYwAYS so yes i know i t ruly love sops i just hope things work out and that my heart isnt wasted because altho i may not seem like the kinda person who becomes so emotionally involved, i'm somewhat cold sometimes in truth i'm actually extremely emotionally involved and i put such great trust in people that when they disappoint me i'm like so upset ...anyways yes now you all know about me lol so ridiculous well watever atleast i'm aware of who i am and openly admit my mistakes and bad qualities about myself...so yes sops is like just amazing and he wrote me a poem which i would post on here but i'm not feeling like finding it and i didn't ask him if i could so i don't just wanna like post his work on the internet cause i'd probably be pissedo ff if someone did that to my song i wrote lol then i find like some guy in idk like polland prints it off and makes millions :P ANYWAYS i get so sidetracked sooo in conclusion

1) read johnny's blogs aka. stalk him

2) SOPS is amazingly handsome and my prince and if he's reading this then i hope i've made that very clear to him :) because i truly can't love another


""""You have stolen my heart""" Dashboard Confessional..... :P tom ;)

2 comments:

sparklegreen said...

what/who is sops?

Anonymous said...

Shelby:
Hello! :)Let me first say thank you for reading our blog. Sops is tom and mine's nick name for a guy I love, but sadly he lives in england so we can't be together. He's the one who's pictures I always include in my blogs.